The path to self-realization

~The path to self-realization~ by David Uribe.

"The Path to self-realization"

by

David Uribe.

Chapter 1
1987
~Walking through shadows~

memoirs.

- 1992
- I don't know how to deal with so many people giving me so much attention.
I never had that in my life, before ...

I don't need nobody by my side anymore ...

I born Alone ...
Raced on my own ...
Fuck the World!

I'll Die all Alone ...

Why is that every person that come around me, want to talk and pretend they know of something they call "god" ....

I wonder why people look up to the sky asking for an answer of their problems ... I guess they hope behind the cloudy sky they'll find their external sun (god) ...

The darkest souls aren't those whom which choose to exist within the abysm of hell, but those which choose to move silently Around us (church)
... Call your damnable hunt.

- We shall see who I drag screaming down to hell with me.

Look inside yourself...
Your soul is hollow;
you live inside your own hell,
you are fake and shallow ...
and your light fades
utter darkness.

-You know I am right.
Because It is within you.

- Sometimes I can't help it, but to wonder
if it's such a Great thing to be Alive.

- Why am I fighting to live? if I'm just living to fight.
Why am I trying to see? when there is nothing, I'm worth for; in sight ...
Why am I trying to give? when no one give me a try.
Why am I dying to live?!, if I'm just living to die! ...

When the lights go out,
the Devil comes out ...

- I go now to face the never-ending bliss and decay of sleep.

The little death bleeding into the sunset.

I stare at the darkness that waits on me to give up on this dying day.

- Not all scars show, nor all wounds heal.
Sometimes you can't always see the Pain someone else's feel.

I'm always going to be surrounded by people, yet; I am always alone ...
The only way out of this hell we call life, is death.

- If there's a "god" then why does he make you all live in this Hell? .I thought he was supposed to love you, not hate you all.
Lol!

I am the shadows of the devil, waiting to fall in this little game, once again.

Look outside your window,
Tell me what you see ...

- Do you see the world ending? ...
Because to me, that's all I see ...

The darkness in my life, overtakes
the light shining from the sun.
My world is a permanent eclipse.