unIntentional | MINSUNG

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-jisung pov
god i hate university, don't know why i'm still doing it though. it seems kind of unnecessary to me. but it's for i guess it's for my future.

still, even though i hate it, my professors say that i'm one of the top students in the whole university. that kinda surprised me, like i'm just a first year (i have no idea what the term is for university), i didn't expect to already be a top student in the best school in my country.

my parents were really surprised at first when i told them, but they were proud of me saying that, by the time i reach my final year of uni, i'd probably be in the top 5 or maybe even top 3.

and saying that i should always aim for higher. that was probably one of the best moments of my life, having my parents being so proud of me.

i'd hate to disappoint them after seeing them so proud. i had already disappointed them enough, especially when i-

"ji.. ji? JI!" a voice snapped my out of my trance, i looked up to see felix waving a hand in my face. "were you even listening to me-" the little brat said.

"yes, yes lix. i know how much you think Mrs Kim is annoying." i said rolling my eyes at the my dongsaeng (younger brother). "o-oh i thought you weren't- wait never mind we're going to be late for class- BYE JII!" his last sentence made me cover my ears.

that little shit really had to scream in my ear? tchh, no respect at all. although i suppose lix is great company.. oh right, i should be going to class now.

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i let out a sigh, "finally- done with the day!" i whispered to myself as packed up from my final class of the day. i looked at the large clock ticking on the wall at the front of the class.

3:00pm. phew man, i'm glad my classes don't end too late. i stuffed the final book into my backpack as a voice interrupted my thoughts.

"Hey Jisung!" fricken hell what does everyone want from me today! can't a man get any peace and quiet to study and eat cheesecake while listening to music?!

i turned around rather aggressively to see the uni's lowkey famous couple. jung wooyoung and his boyfriend choi san.

they were actually a rather chill couple unlike wattpad stories where they made the famous people bullies, those are just random.

this couple on the other hand, are actually smart - yeah no shot sherlock (aka jisung) they are in this uni afterall, and are friends with everyone.

apparently san moved in with wooyoung so they could both live with each other and to escape their homophobic parents and started hosting parties at their house (or rather a slightly rich looking mansion that wooyoung bought with the money that was in his allowance - roughly $10000 a month, nothing much just rich boy tings)

"yeah? do you guys need anything?" i asked them. "yeah do you wanna come to our party on saturday? you could finally have a chance to get laid-" wooyoung was cut off with a smack from san.

"what my boyfriend meant, was if you wanted to come to get away from post exam stress. i mean i know how much time you spend studying, you deserve a break. i mean if you want to come?" san kindly rephrased.

i scrunched my face a bit in thought (you know that face he does?). hmmm i mean i do have time on saturday, but i need to study as well.. this is where my indecisiveness comes in.

"hmmm.. i'll have to think about it. i might not be able to go, i usually just spend my breaks eating and sleeping. sorry about that, thanks for the offer though" i looked at them apologetically.

they both smiled at me understandingly, "all good, you're welcome to come any time you want. make sure to get some rest, we'll be going now, see you soon hopefully," wooyoung told me before walking off with his hand intertwined with san's.

i smiled again unknowingly, they were such a cute couple and both so understanding too. that's what i loved about them.

i started walking out the hall as well, i wonder when i'll be able to have a significant other that i can hold hands with, kiss, cuddle and so much more.

i let out a sigh, looking at the blue sky, one day. hopefully..

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-third pov
jisung flopped onto his bed, embracing the covers comfortingly. he turned to lie on his back, staring at the ceiling. a few minutes passed by before he sat up again.

looking around his room, jisung bent down to pick up the plushie that must have fallen out of his bed when he woke up this morning.

"oh mr hoyun, what i do without you~" jisung whispered softly, pulling mr hoyun into a hug. "i miss them so much~" jisung looked at mr hoyun, who literally just stared vacantly back at him.

"i wonder how they're doing? do they even miss me?" jisung asked mr hoyun sadly.

jisung sighed, hugging mr hoyun again, closing his eyes as he hummed along to their song.

"never said i didn't love you,
never denied that i wanted you,
don't leave me please,
always remember me,
i'll know when you miss me,
so don't give up,
until i say that you can~
cause i know, i know
i know how it hurts,
i know~
but i'll always be here,
no matter where i go,
i hope you never forget,
my one and only soul~"

jisung finished humming, realising now that he'd been crying while singing. opening his eyes, he saw that mr hoyun was almost out of his grip.

snuggling into mr hoyun once more, jisung closed his eyes and sighed contently with the warmth.

he fell alseep soon after with a soft smile on his face. mr hoyun was his comfort, it felt like them. like their hugs and cuddles. it smelt like him, the scent reminding him of his soft kisses.

1031 words
written: 041020
edited: 071020
published: 251020

so i forgot to publish this earlier but technically the 25th hasn't ended so.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINHOO!! <333 i love him so much ajjsjjslsks

jesus, this chapter's a bit longer. i feel like the story's already boring and i haven't even published it. future readers (if there are any) let me know your theories, thoughts and opinions (and if it's boring or not).
also forgive my horrible lyrics i just made them up on the spot.