"Girl yes I need to go shopping"I say as I walk into my house there's no point in describing how it look just no it's big and nice
"Hell no I'll be damned if they discover that trick before they discover me" I say as throw myself on my bed
"Bitch she did what!" I say pooping up from the bed
Knock knock knock
"Hold on bitch he's here"i say as I hung up and rolled my eyesLet me introduce y'all into my ummmm friend he's a good mixed light skin boy soft ass hair white boy wanna be black boy but he's sexy with it
I walk down stairs to the door"Hello dre" I say as I let him in
"Hey ma how you been"he say as he sit down in the living room
I stand next to the table and he's eyes me"Fine dre I've been fine....tf you keep looking at me like that for?"
"You know I missed you right?" Here we go again I roll my eyes
"Why can't you leave this alone! I say walking up the stairs I roll my eyes because ik he's following me
"Ma I've been waiting to be your nigga for 7 years now" true he has
"And I'm in love with you" true he is
"Ma stop ignoring me" he say as he pull me to the bed and force me to lay down
"Why can't I be your man ma?" Tired of going thru this with him
"Because I don't have time for a relationship dre" I say a I try to push him off of me
"Am I not good enough" he say as he Put hisself between my legs
"You are good enough dre" he goes for my neck
"Then what's the problem ma? Just as I was about to speak my phone ring I look at him then look at my phone ol lord it's me ex-my first love-my everything I've been dealing with for 7 years now dre watched him break my heart and all
"Fr ma this the reason we can't be together?" He ask getting frustrated I can hear it in his voice
"Dre I love him"i say looking away
"Nae...I mean ma I watched him fuck you senseless use your heart and when he was done he thru ya ass away man and you "love him" I LOVE YOU NAE I MEAN MA I spend money one you I don't fuck you I make love to you always telling you I love you you cool with the whole fam you tell me you love me but you can't see that cuz this nigga still in ya ear man fr!" He yell as he walk out my house slamming my door
Was I wrong i mean I love dre but I love Jalen my ex I look around ready to cry I glance at the lock fuck I gotta get ready for work