A HUGE WARNING ⚠️ this story has hiding emotions, suicide mention, bad depression and talk about mental issues.
If you do not like any of the mentioned things, please skip! Thank you now carry on. <3 Also this was very rushed so sorry!Third-person perspective
(Y/n) was a pretty well-known streamer. I mean they gained 500k in under 3 months. They were a really sweet person and were pretty good at any game they played. They mostly streamed Minecraft and Animal Crossing but once and while they would stream other games. They were really known as being such a happy and friendly streamer! That's why they were called "the smiley streamer."
First-person perspectiveEveryone saw me as such a happy person, that was my mask. Happy and always laughing, but I knew on the inside it was all fake. An act if you will. Don't get me wrong I loved all my fans, I just didn't have a very good mental state. I had my best friend Darryl or as people may know him as BadBoyHalo. That was it, my family kinda just stopped talking to me when I moved out, not a word. I guess it was really hard to keep smiling but I did, working through the pain. It was a cold day in November and I was just texting Darryl to see if he wanted to stream together today. He of course said yes and was super excited.
BadBoyHalo's point of view
We started the stream and I heard (y/n) go over what we were doing today and their intro. I had liked them for a bit now, but I knew they probably didn't feel the same. I really kinda saw their smile was only skin deep. Their eyes didn't have the same shine as they did before.
Time skip brought by Skeppy and his mentally ill intros!
It was after the stream, "Two hours already," I said looking at my phone. The stream was already coming to a close.
"Goodbye little muffins," I said smiling at the camera. Stopping the stream I sighed.
"Bye (Y/n) have a good night," I said looking at (y/n)
"You too," they said joyfully.First-person point of view
Well, I didn't know that I was gonna leave for a while after that day. Life just decided to go crazy. Everything just went down hill. My depression was just getting worse and worse. Everyday felt like I was drowning. Having no one there made it so much worse. Even Bad couldn't save me from this. There were days that went by where I couldn't even get up to eat or go to the bathroom. I was stuck, controlled even. I wasn't myself anymore, there wasn't anything left. I thought about suicide but that was too much work, and the people I would leave behind. There isn't anyone left, Bad probably hates me, my parents don't reply, and my fans probably forgot me. Though finally after months I decided to come back, for Bad at least.
The third-person point of view
It was a month nobody had heard anything from (y/n) since that stream. Everyone was worried, Darryl had tried to contact them many times all of them failing. He was heartbroken and worried he hoped they didn't do anything stupid. He wasn't stupid he knew what was going on with them. I mean he really cared for them and after years of him loving them he knew when something was wrong. (Y/n) doesn't just leave, something happened. Though one day (y/n) finally tweeted, "thank you so much for all the positive comments, I just needed a little time away from it all, I'm sorry." You could just see how happy and relieved Darryl was to see that they tweeted. He quickly we to text (y/n), "I'm so glad your alright, please never do that again. I love you too much."
"You love me?" (y/n) texted back
"Well of course I do silly muffin."
"I love you too Darryl!"
"Wait really?"
"Of course, I have since right when I met you."
"Well wanna go out sometime then?"
"Yes!"An Author note!
(A/n) I- that was the WORST thing I have ever written in my life. I'm sorry 🧍♀️ it was so random and for what. Umm anyway so yeah, thx for reading!
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FanfictionHi, mostly on the first chapters there is she/her used. I'm so sorry about this, I will put it in the start warning :) Many of the chapters do use he/they/she pronouns. Please let me know if I should remove anything, the streamer is uncomfortable wi...