Old Memories

Chapter 33: Are These Feelings Real?

Chapter 33: Are These Feelings Real?

"Yeah we're on for coffee for tomorrow see then! -h xx" I read Harry's text and smiled a bit I'm really glad I get to see him being, without him kinda sucks and it kinda feels weird not being with him I guess always being with someone then just not being them can have an impact on your life. However I don't think us fixing things up is such a wonderful plan. Yes I still love Harry to the core and I was always a Harry girl back in my time but I was always a big Liam girl as well.... But Liam is so not into me he loves Harry more than anything it's just I feel so guilty to be with Harry when I might have developed some feelings for Liam? Or maybe it's just a little crush? I mean he was there when I was low but that's all, ugh I need Dani!

"Now what's the emergency yn?" Dani asked as she looked a bit a annoyed it's 11 o'clock at night and I'm here banging on her door for advice "I think I have feeling for Liam" her mouth dropped "okay this is an emergency now sit and tell me everything". I sat down and told her everything to the way he hugged me to the way I reacted even the way smelled then she stopped me in mid sentence "it's just a crush" "are you sure?" I questioned her unsteadily she gave me a playful smile "yes yn Liam is obviously very very very hot and a hug from Liam Payne will make anyone melt especially in a time of need and Harry hasn't touched you in how long?" She paused trying to find the right words "you are an affectionate person and he basically took care of your affectionate needs so of course you might have felt things" I took in a deep breathe "ugh this all makes so much sense now" she laughed "it does but still try and stay clear of Liam cause well Liam is still gorgeous and he's still a great hugger just don't see him or hug him until you are hundred percent back in Harry's arms". I let out a long reassuring sigh "you're right you're right" "I always am now come sleep with me it's too late to drive back" she told me while holding her hand out to me "okay babe whatever you say" I accepted her then grabbed her hand as we both walked up the steps to her room then just like that my me and my best friend knocked out on her bed as we cuddled under the sheets.

"I can't believe I had the pleasure of being your teacher! You guys will always be memorable to me no matter what because you are my first year that I ever taught and I hope all of your's futures are as bright as ever". My whole class getting all emotional makes me want to get all emotional as well. Then bell finally rang all the students began to get up and move on to there next class "bye ms. yln I'll miss you" "you are favorite teacher ever" "you'll always be my favorite teacher" ugh these kids are too much, too cute, too sweet. I thought everyone left when I felt someone stand before me, I looked up to see lux with a huge smile on her face "ugh why can't you be my English teacher forever?!?!" She questioned sadly I couldn't help but smile a bit I walked up to her and gave her a giant hug "lux I am so glad I have met you, you literally changed my life and thank you for that and obviously we'll stay in contact it's just thank you for being so sweet and kind to me you brighten my mornings everyday". She couldn't help but smile bright "aw yn stop before I start crying but I probably should get going cause I have geometry now so see ya soon" she quickly jetted down the hallway realizing she spent too much talking and not realizing the time. I laughed then walked to my desk I unbuttoned my one buttoned navy blue blazer then took a seat I began looking over the paper work that had to be done until I was interrupted by a knock by the door "yn?" I shot my head up to see Liam walking towards me "oh crap". I thought myself nervously as he smiled bright at me "hello Liam what a surprise hi" I said getting up all excited but more nervous then anything actually "please close the door behind you" I got up from my desk then rebuttoned my my blazer "so what's up?" I asked nervously as I leaned against my metal desk the edge poking my behind in a non comfortable way. "Oh I was just in the neighborhood and I thought I give you a little visit" he replied as he walked towards me to give me a hug I grasped right into him it's like we fit perfectly together ugh dani was right he is such an amazing hugger. I buried my face into his neck I was so tempted to start kissing his neck, sweet and softly my whole entire body had to stop me so I quickly let go of the embrace even though I wish I hadn't but I must! "So I heard you worked things out with Harry!" He said excitedly trying to stir up a conversation, my smile went away fast "I mean we didn't work things yet I just agreed for coffee but yes we will most likely end up back together" his eyebrows creased together "well you don't sound excited about that at all actually" he pointed out "tell me about it" he added trying to get to the bottom of this but I didn't want to share my "I don't know if their real feelings for you" feeling with him. "I don't want to say" I sighed out trying to keep my eyes on the window and not on Liam "yn please just tell me!" Liam pleaded as he walked towards me placing his thumb on his chin and bringing my face to face his, which caught me off guard. "Um because I feel bad" he eyebrows creased together again "why yn? What did you do?" He questioned very wary actually "nothing well yet or I'll probably not actually" "yn what in bloody hell are you going on about?" Liam asked so confused of what is going on I sighed loudly basically giving up on hiding my thoughts back "I think I might have feelings for you okay but I'm not sure about them"I blurred out my hand quickly went to cover my mouth I literally can't believe I just said this out loud "did I just?" I spoke quietly barely even hearing myself Liam just looked into my eyes I can almost see some kind of relief in his eyes like as he felt the same and he just wanted me to say it first "Lia-" I was cut off by Liam smashing his lips against mine in a very passionate kiss something I have been craving for a very very long time and as looks of it so was he.