troubled........

the First Day Back

the alarm on my phone is blaring "anaconda "ugh" I say remember that I have school, I wonder do I have enough time  to take a shower*I sit and ponder about it*

                                                                 "get up, get ready for school if you miss the bus you'll be walking" my mom screams from the  next room

omfg I realized "anaconda" Is still playing *I sit and think why do I even listen to nicki* then I realized SCHOOL*  I run to the bathroom and quickly strip so I can do a wash off*obviously, I love music so I quickly put on QUEEN ARIANA GRANDES "problem" and hop in the shower and sing along as I quickly wash off*

Then I rush out of the bathroom and turn my "clean " room upside down looking for my school uniform. After years if searching I finally found them*omfg where are my shoes?!?!?*

I finally found my black pair of converse*yes I'm in love with converse, vans and sperrys, since I'm african american. I'm always getting criticized for have a "white" personality but I don't care *I love it.*

As I'm walking towards the door I pass the mirror in the hallway ,and I swiftly take a good look at myself. Then I realize that I haven't combed my hair, I quickly rush back to the bathroom and grab the nearest comb and start combing my "hair".

I'm late to realize that the bus is outside waiting for me. I quickly run towards it as my backpack is continuous as it hits my back with the books with sharp edges.

As I put my foot on the step to get on the bus, I get a vibration that comes from my ass....... Well my back pocket.I pull out my iphone 6 with a despicable me case,that I got for christmas*its a facebook message and a  kik message somehow they both came simultanely and their both from my best friend cheyenne* and she's all like " good morning bryant what are you doing"

i immediately reply "bitch I'm getting on the bus"*I send as I walking to my assigned seat*

she replies almost instantly"stfu bryant are you ready for finals?"

"Oh SHIT!!! I say as I forgot I was on the bus , but I play it off like it was the kid who's sitting behind me.

*I immediately forget I was messaging cheyenne*"omfg no are you?"*I send immediately*

* as soon as i look up from my phone,this beautiful girl with blond tips and brown roots walks on the bus and take the seat in front of me and flashes me a smile and she opens her mouth*"hey bryant" omfg "jasmine is that you I know two weeks is long time, but you looked pretty before, but now your gorgeous" *she immediately blushes*"omfg thank you bryant omfg I love you and being friends with you *she manages to blurt out* *the rest of the bus ride is a comfortable silence as we listen to music*

As the bus calms down,Eden a loud, obnoxious and slutty girl gets on and everyone gives her the "what is she doing expression" she tries to wave and be nice*for once in her life* ,but after what she did I refused to even look her direction. Since its a new year I'm guessing she's "trying "to change

as the bus arrives to the school, jasmine and I walk into the school together and everyone is staring at us like "who are they" * a couple seconds later  realization floods their minds.

we feel kinda cool so we walk around the cafeteria a couple more time, to show all those kids who bullied us, they are now irrelevant. That we don't need to try to impress them  now we're to cool for that * after we got tired of walking around so I look for my other best friend, I've yet to find her, as I was walking alone bc jasmine had to go talk to her other friends. I bumped into some girl who I didn't recognize, then realization floods my face *"CHEYENNE" "omfg you look gorgeously I mean jasmine was okay , but cheyenne this girl and her hazel eyes, toned legs her, caramel skin I swear she could've been a model.

"omfg bryant I just texted you this morining"

Then I replied "yeah but its not the same if its in person" as we're continuing the conversation

Then eden comes up to us all big, bold and bad"so you want to be fake cheyenne and not talk to me anymore you  fucking slutty ass bitch, you dick sucking hoe"  I think cheyenne is really mature bc of her response "eden I know those things aren't true and you stop talking to me and started talking about me so... What are you talking about"

Then edens rude self said  "stfu  you think your better than everyone else, in reality; your a  dick sucking slut"

Then I finally step in "eden stfu bc all you are is a white marker; useless nobody wants you, * i get so fed up with her, i couldnt take it anymore next thing i know my hand is in the air and then across edens face* *and then i scream at her* "CAN YOU JUST LEAVE US ALONE, I'M BETTER OFF WITH REAL FRIENDS!!!"*I manage to choke this out as tears begin to form*"

Eden looks hurt, but I don't care she hurt me before and she just hurt cheyenne now. I can't take eden or her shit anymore I don't need her , but right now cheyenne needs me to comfort her ,because eden pushed to many buttons and cheyenne isn't that strong she might put up a front. WHO CARES , I'll always defend her bc that's what friends are for and we're the best of them.