I'm so sorry I haven't updated in a while... I've been making some big decisions in my life recently and I haven't been feeling the inspiration to write, as I have told my parents about my self harm struggle. Also I have been researching and I think I might be a part of the LGBTQ community, which is a big deal for me. So I might not be active as often. I will try to update, but no promises... Sorry guys it's just a big thing in my life right now:/