SWEET INNOCENCE

Second step: leaving

"You do not cross my mind, you live in it"

-Pinterest

That night at the restaurant Xavier couldn't help but smile at the girl, she seemed so innocent and shy that he just couldn't help it, it wasn't his first time seeing someone look like that but this girl seemed to be different, she attracted him and -arrogant as it may be- no one attracted him

but what surprised him the most was how she smiled back at him, it was so angelic and beautiful that it made him want to see her smile everyday, it made him want to constantly be with her and it made him want to protect her

her flushed pink and chubby cheeks made him want to squeeze them and her plump luscious lips made him want to keep kissing her

his eyes travel to her body. Her body god her body  it was so perfect, he thought, he thought of how it would feel to have her in his arms and the thought of having her legs wrapped around him 

When she turned her back on him he could only think of how beautiful her back is, although he liked her back view he loved the front view best and god just thinking about it made his pants tighten

Xavier hated the he fact that he couldn't get closer to her, he hated the fact that the way her father looked at his own daughter was something a father should not look like. He wanted to just shoot him but he couldn't

he couldn't bear the look on his angel's face if he did, fear, he loved that look on people but imagining her terrified look aimed at him, he couldn't bear it, he hated though of it

So to distract himself from shooting the man he turned his back and once again listened to the conversation that was currently happening 

"-No! I told you the sales would grow if you just let me handle them" Franco, one of Xavier's men protested his face frustrated and his spit flying everywhere

"The thing is we don't believe you Franco" everyone stilled and silence engulfed the whole table, it was Angelo, Xavier's assistant and his bestfriend, the only person he could really tolerate, who spoke

"our sales have been plummeting the last months because someone's been selling them for free to one of our clients, and there is someone who seems to be giving information out to one of our enemies, I mean that is the only logical explanation because-   "

"I draghi igneel non perdono e non sono certo stupidi "

Everyone tensed, it was their first time hearing him speak since usually Angelo did all the talking during small meetings like this, and they do this every month

All including Angelo was startled by the sudden interruption, he did not expect his dear friend to suddenly start talking, although it was a small sentence he smiled

Angelo liked the fact that Xavier was participating in the meeting, he wanted to prove to people that Xavier can be kind at times and although he does not show it, that he has feelings. He just has a rough past with his father being abusive towards him and his mother

And now that Xavier has killed his father and has taken his place in the mafia, he wasn't the Xavier he used to know

Back then, you probably would not believe it, but Xavier didn't pass a day without his contagious smile on his face. He would laugh at the simplest things and he was the kindest person you'd ever meet as a child but now, he was the total opposite