Becoming Triss Fargo

Chapter 5

        Months passed since Terrence had died, Ja and I had became oddly closer he was like my big brother. Our robbing bank sprees were over well at least for now, we lived off the money we took the day we abandoned Terrence's body and the cops that I shot and killed. 

         Tomorrow was I turn sixteen and I'm not in the mood to celebrate. It just sems like everyone that I love ends up dying on the days that are special for me, first my mother and now my first love. After my mother died I told myself I would never love someone as much. No matter how much I tried to push Terrence away he would always come with some poetic lines, a bouquet of flowers wether they were tulips, roses, carnations and the heart that I built around my heart would come crashing down. Months went by and I thought that he would quit and move on to another hoodrat bitch, but he didn't he just kept coming back no matter how much I rejected him. When I finally told him I would be his girl I swore I saw him skipped back to his house. I sat on the edge of the cliff and watched the ocean hit the rocks and continued to look back on the memories Terrence and I created. Tears now filled my eyes.

" Crying is only for the weak" I muttered to myself. 

        "It's okay to cry Tyristan" I heard a voice to say to me as I felt a hand touch my shoulder.

"Not now Ja" I answered without looking back. 

"I promise I won't tell anyone, just cry right here, right now and it will stay between you and I" the voice continued. 

        " Nigga what part of not now don't you get" I said angrily and whipped out my gun. Only coming to realize that the person that was once there wasn't. I tucked my gun back in my waist and sat back down on the green grass when I heard the voice say

"Honey, you can't kill someone who's already dead" 

I looked over my left shoulder coming to see that the mystery voice was no one other than my mother.

" Mom? What the actual fuck" I stated loudly

" Language Tyristan" She replied quickly

        " I seriously need to stop shooting up and sniffing at the same damn time, she has my head fucked up" I said as I shooked my and looked away.

" Tyristan it's okay to cry and let it all out sweetie. You will feel a lot better, all the bottled up feelings you have inside let it all out. From my sickness to my death to you and your brother splitting up, to you living a horrible lifestyle after my death to your phedophiliac of a boyfriend's death. Just go ahead and let it out feel so much better"

        " Should I also cry for you abandoning me? For leaving me and Jayden! I was only thirteen and you, you left me all alone in this cruel cold world without a clue or sense of what to do. So don't you dare come back with your wanna be undead ass telling me to cry and let it out. Just do me a favor and cross back into the threshold of hell, bitch!" I screamed with all my might as tears flowed down my eyes I reached for my gun and firing shots everywhere but she just kept disappearing everytime I fired where she was standing. 

Ja ran out from in the cabin and grabbed the gun from my hand

        " Yo, what the fuck Triss! You aight?" He yelled

" Yeah I'm good I thought I saw something, that's all" I replied 

" Yo, I'm gonna have to start taking your gun from you everytime you shoot up, because this shit is going to get you in trouble" 

" Yeah, you right"

        " Come inside let's binge on CSI Miami and eat some popcorn. Sounds good?"