( Request ) Do you see me for me or the fantasy you want me to be?

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Request: okay but uh an angsty Bucky Oneshot with 'Do you see me for me or the fantasy you want me to be?' where reader breaks up with Bucky because she feels like he was become too possessive and needy of her

You and Bucky were in love, at night when he had nightmares you would wake him up and calm him down he would cry in the crook of your neck after he calmed down the both of you would cuddle and go back to sleep. As time went on small kisses turned into make-out sessions, cuddling turned into sex. You were training new recruits, you and one of the recruits were fighting as part of the training when he accidentally actually punched you too hard in the face, Bucky didn't like that, he helped you off of the matted ground, and took you to the medical wing of the compound, he got you into the room and explained for you what happened then left you with Cho.

The day after you got in your sweats and sports bra again like the day before, you were going to go train the recruits again, but Bucky stopped you.

"No, you'll get hurt again," he told you.

"Bucky I'll be fine, believe me, I've had worse." you reason, opening the door and leaving when you walked into the training grounds the guy who accidentally punched you yesterday looked like he was about to piss himself.

Bucky just got worse as time went on when both of you would go out or even stay in, someone would look at you would result in 'the winter soldier glare' and you squished against his chest.

You weren't short but you weren't tall either, you were standing on the counter in the kitchen trying to get the Nutella, you felt yourself being lifted up off of the counter.

"Whoa wha-" you were shushed.

"What do you need? I'll get it." Bucky asked you rolled your eyes.

"Bucky I can get stuff for myself." you groaned.

"Shh, I don't want you to get hurt." Then you told him you wanted Nutella, he got it down and he opened it for you.

"I could open it myself," you argue.

"I know."

You were out on a mission for a couple of weeks when you got back from the mission Bucky had gotten even worse, he apparently talked to Fury while you were gone, and convinced him to restrain you from missions.

Bucky had started treating you as if you were glass he treated you like if you got bumped you would shatter into billions of pieces, if you were in a room he would come in the room there wasn't a second you were left alone Bucky was always around unless he was on a mission he had the teammates check on you and send him a text.

Once he yelled at Steve telling him 'to watch where he was going.' Steve was looking at an important text on his phone, he accidentally bumped into the chair really hard and you fell, you weren't mad but Bucky was.

This behavior continued and you have had enough you decided that you were going to be taking a break from Bucky for a bit, he was out on a mission you walked into your shared room and started to pack a duffel bag, you had your back turned to the door, Bucky walked in with confusion written on his face.

"Where are we goin'?" he asked.

"I'm goin' to my family's house for a bit you are staying here," you tell him.

He shook his head "No, I'm coming with."

You scoffed "No your not."

"Yes I am or you're not going," he argued.

"You can't control me."

"You could get hurt or killed."

"Bucky! I'm an agent, I know how to protect myself!" you yelled.

"I don't care, you still could!" you can see the anger rising in his eyes.

You shake your head "Do you see me for me or as the fantasy you want me to be?"

"Y/n you the best thing ever in my life, I don't want you to get hurt that's why I act the way I do."

You zip up the duffle bag and sling it over your shoulder "Then I have my answer."

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