Oh my god... Oh, God... I was so happy, I had never been happier. I was also scared but that was normal, I was gonna have a kid! I was gonna be a father! My first child! Those were the best news ever.
But Noel... He was gonna leave me, I knew it.
How was I even gonna tell him? I didn't want to lose one of the people I loved the most. My sweet Noel. My source of happiness in the darkest days. He was so important to me.
What was he gonna say? How was he gonna breakup with me?
I was on my way to find out though. We were meeting at his new place in London, he had it for himself for the weekend so I was even gonna stay over. I was very excited but there was a big possibility he was gonna kick me out as soon as I told him the news.
Once my mind landed I realized I was less than a block away.
"Here, sir?" The cabby asked me.
"Yes! Yes, by that black fence," I answered, taking out some cash from my bag.
I payed and got down, walking to the fence and pressing the call button on the wall. Then I noticed there was a big "G" in the middle of the car entrance. Such a Noel thing to have.
"Hello?" My blue-eyed boy said from the other line.
"It's Damon," I said grinning. Just by hearing his voice.
"Come on in," he said excitedly. Man, I couldn't wait to hug him.
The black gate opened and I walked into the property and across the yard, making my way to the door.
Before I could knock, it opened and I was face to face with my beautiful boyfriend.
"Babe!" I yelled.
"Shhh!" He laughed. He grabbed me by my sweater and pulled me inside, closing the door behind us. "Sorry, I don't want my neighbors to out us."
I laughed. "Got it."
He softly grabbed my face and pressed his lips against mine. I let out a long sigh, wrapping my arms around his neck.
In just some seconds our lips got more aggressive. His hands went to my waist and he pressed me against him.
"I fucking missed you," he whispered.
"Me too, baby," I answered. I playfully brought my hand to his crotch and made some pressure. "Hm... hard already?" I smirked.
"Fuck off," he giggled and grabbed my hand. "Let's go upstairs."
I followed him up as I admired his body from behind. He looked so good in his brown sweater and blue jeans. Obviously wearing some adidas sneakers.
When we were upstairs he led me towards his bedroom. I knew whats was gonna happen and I was so horny but before anything happened I wanted to tell him the news.
His lips caught me off guard though and I didn't want to stop him. I had missed him like crazy, it had been months since we last saw each other.
I helped him take off his sweater and fast enough I was taking off my jacket as well.
"Shit..." I moaned when I felt his warm tongue on my neck.
He kept licking and biting my skin as his hands unbuttoned my pants. He was fast, which drove me insane. He wanted me as much as I wanted him.
He pulled down my pants and smiled. I wasn't wearing any underpants. "Fucking hell," he said a little out of breath.
I smirked at him and lustfully watched him get down on his knees. Fuck, he was such a sight.
But I had to tell him...
He grabbed the base of my cock and his lips oh-so slowly wrapped around my tip.
"Noely..." I gasped. He was so distracting!
"Shit, wait..." I moaned when he took all of me into his mouth.
"Fuck, baby, wait..." My vision started to go blurry thanks to Noel's tongue. "Noely, Noely, Noely..." I moaned and I pulled away with all of my strength.
"What?" He asked with a pout.
"I have to tell you something!" I exclaimed, pulling up my pants and leaving them unbuttoned.
He sighed, clearly annoyed. "Can't it wait?"
I laughed and caressed his cheek with my thumb. "Sorry but no." I sat on the foot of the bed and so did he.
"So, what is it?" Noely asked.
I took a deep breath and rubbed my face with both hands. "I'm just going to say it, okay? But please don't hate me," I pleaded with my eyes.
He furrowed his eyebrows. "I would never, just tell me."
"Okay, uh..." I scratched the back of my head and tried to relax. This was important, I had to tell him. "I'm having a kid, Suzi's pregnant," I finally said.
My hands were shaking and I couldn't bring myself to look at him. He was dead quiet for what felt like weeks. Until I heard him sigh. He was going to leave me, I knew it.
My eyes started watering and I quickly rubbed them with the back of my hand.
"Dames, are you crying?" He asked worriedly.
I shook my head as my eyes filled with tears. "No..." I whispered shakily.
"Baby, don't cry, aren't you happy?" He asked softly, wrapping his arms around me. I instantly melted into his embrace.
I rubbed my eyes again and took a shaky breath. "Yes, of course I am."
"Then why are you crying?"
"Because... I don't know! I'm scared you might... leave me," I cried.
"Oh, sweetheart... I'd never do that," he said against my hair. "We knew from the beginning how this was gonna be. We weren't gonna have kids or get married."
I took a deep breath and rubbed my leaky nose. "I know but still, we never said we were okay with each other building a family."
His hand went to my hair and he softly started to run his fingers through it. "Twink, listen, I could never ask you to not have a life. You deserve happiness, you deserve a normal relationship and you deserve kids."
His words made me cry even more, I hugged him tightly and hid my face on his neck. I loved him deeply and infinitely. It made me sad that the world would never know how much of a sweetheart he was.
"I love you, Noely and you deserve the same." Maybe even more.
He kissed my head and quickly kneeled in front of me. "Now what do you say we take on were we left off?" He smirked.
God, I was crazy about this man.
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holy shit, is this real? have i not updated this story in 3 something years? :0
im really sorry in case you were waiting for another part but you were correct in doing it cause here it is!
anyways ill try to update before this awful year ends. love yall.
-lennon
ps: thats my name now lmao
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It Could Be You. [ d.a + n.g ]
FanfictionNoel Gallagher and Damon Albarn's relationship through the years.