We made it.

Part 3

¨Lou, tell me.¨ I say, not wanting to waste anymore time.
¨I don't wanna.¨ He stubbornly says.
"Lou- Lad- you got kicked out just a couple of hours ago. As you bestfriend, I need to know" I tell him.
"Fine but we never talk about it again. Okay?" he said
"Deal"
Then he decided to continue to say ¨gotta get this done and over with cause you're gonna keep on bugging me about it¨ under his breath. To be honest, it did offend me, but I didn't care all that much.
¨Umm... so...first off... my step dad... murdered my mother.¨ He started off.
I couldn't hide the shockness from my face now. Tears started to form in my eyes. I couldn't imagine not having my mother.
Louis continued.. ¨He drinks, alot. He killed my mother while drunk, and I got into an argument with him because he said that he would do what he did to my mother, but to me. All because I shut my door ¨too loudly¨. Then, I got all mad because I didn't want that monster of a man to ever mention my mother after he killed her. After that he proceeded to explain to me about how much he hates me and that my existence is just worthless. Then.. he told me to get out.¨
I was trying so hard not to start crying my eyes out during Louis' story but some traitor tears started seeping down my cheeks.
¨Lou..¨ I looked at his face and could see his glassy eyes. Then he looked at me and shook his head. Louis didn't like people feeling bad for him, but what could I do? I never knew he had such a rough life, with such a shitty father.
¨Lou..¨ I said again, but pulling him into my arms this time. He was crying now, well we both were.
¨Are you gonna leave me now?¨ Louis said weakly.
¨Never. And you're not worthless, my baby. You mean the world and more to me.¨ I reassured him. I could've sworn I saw a quick little smile form on his face but I couldn't see clearly through my eyes that were filled with tears.