Origins oneshots

Depressed Bean

Austin POV

I've given up I can't do it anymore. Every time I try to be happy something keeps pulling me down. No one has noticed would anyone care if they were to just disappear? Would anyone care if I would just go away or end up dead? I guess I'll never know or maybe I will I think I should A breath of air. I go outside to the docks I don't notice that I'm crying. Why do I feel the pain and she said she liked silo. Why do I feel pain when mama bear and dad a beer don't wanna play. Why does everything hurt. Why do I feel like I need to hurt myself to make the pain go away. I see a sharp piece of glass wash up on shore. I pick it up roll up my sleeves and start cutting. One cut two cuts three cuts four cuts. I put Fred to the side I miss him I miss my real brother I miss the brother that would love me but left me. I miss the brother that left me and I don't know why. Am I supposed to be happy he left he died. Everyone else thinks I'm stupid and I don't know what dead means I do. He is gone and he is not coming back. They think they can do What do you want it's not fair. They're quick to assume that I am stupid. I'm sick of it. secondly I don't feel my arms anymore. My body starts to go numb my head is dizzy then everything went blank I was in darkness.

Micheals POV

I hear a big bump outside by the docks I need to go check it out make sure if anyone was there OK. I'm shocked to see Austin on the ground unconscious I am mediately run to him. I check his vitals but I am more shocked to see that he had cuts on his line and he was in a puddle of blood he looks like he's been crying. I feel a sudden guilt wash over me should've been there for him I feel so stupid. I am mediately take him to the med pay. I start taking out emergency equipment. How am I going to explain this to Richie. Tomorrow is supposed to be a mission day I guess I'll have to cancel it this is more important. He is more important.

-Time skip from my laziness-

Austin POV

I wake up with the wrong I have a big headache. I slowly open my eyes and I see two people at my site immediately. I'm shocked to see that it's Richie and Michael. Suddenly a big crash in the door happened and I see XYLØ and Bri they look like they've been crying for hours. I was about to say something when Someone says "why did you do it." I look to them staring at them with emotionless eyes and a blank expression and I answer "isn't that what you want me to do don't you want to get rid of me." "NO" they all scream. I'm shocked with the sudden noise. They say "what is your bright mind you would think that." Then I told them I told them everything I told him that my pets my brother my father my dreams everything I was scared but their expression turned from shocked scared to worried to guilt. I was uneasy.
After that incident they never let me be alone I was always with someone. If someone was mean to me they would say that they pulled him to the side and talk to them possibly beat them up. Though they never did leave my side again they always hang out with me I sometimes wondered if it was a dream but it wasn't. Sometimes I pinch myself. But I know you're reading this don't be like me. There is always out there that will help you. They just didn't understand that moment what they were doing. But if someone is hurting you just remember to talk it out. If that doesn't work out telling adult or something. Don't be like me don't think like me.