𝐴𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦 ~RoadTrip Oneshots~

OᐯᗴᖇᗪOᔕᗴ ~Sandy~

TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of abuse of alcohol and drugs so please if it makes you uncomfortable, don't read. If you need help or someone to talk to my DM are open❤️

Sonny POV
I was blasting the music in my room while I decided what to wear tonight. I was undecided between 2 outfits so I stood in front of my mirror with the cigarette I was smoking in between my fingers to decide.
Then I barely heard a knock and I said to whoever it was to come in.
"Sonny- jeez how to you breathe in here..." Andy walked in coughing due to the smoke.
"Oh sorry, I forgot you have asthma" I walked over to the window to open it.
"Whatever...I came here cuz I need to know when you're gonna leave so we can organize the filming and the other stuff to do"
"Actually I'm leaving now but I have to choose an outfit" I said asking him for help.
"This one cuz I love that hoddie" he said pointing at one of the outfits.
Then he left the room and I got dressed.

When I walked downstairs the boys said a quick bye but Andy whispered something quickly into my ear.
"Don't come back too late and be careful..."
"Andy, I'm not a baby, don't worry" I reassured him.

Then I walked towards my boyfriend's house, yep I have a boyfriend. We met a while ago and his name is Matt.
He organized this party at his house and I asked the boys if I could go even tho we have stuff to do.
I'm lucky cuz I have the best friends in the world and I know that they don't really like Matt, mostly Andy for some reason, but they are still supportive.

When I arrived, there were already a bunch of people and after searching for a bit, I found Matt.
"Hey babe!" he kinda yelled through the room.
I could tell he was drunk since he couldn't standstill.
"How much have you drank already?" I asked holding him by the waist so he wouldn't fall.
"Not much...but don't be boring Sonnyyy...we are doing cocaine now"
"No you already had enough tonight" I said pulling him towards the sofa.
"Leave me! I want to do it and you're not gonna stop me!" he started to struggle in my arms.
I tried to hold him still cuz he was too drunk but he hit me in the face while trying to get away from me. I let go and looked at him shocked.
Matt isn't violent, he does drugs and he drinks but he never hit me and I know he's drunk now but it still hurt me.
I let him go away and a wave of sadness overwhelmed me. I sat on the couch and I felt tears on my cheeks when a girl sat next to me and handed me some white powder.
"I'm sorry for the bruise near your eye and take it, I know you need it" she tried to convince me but it wasn't my first time.
I started a few months ago when Matt met those 'friends'.
I inhaled through my nose and I started to feel better already.
I looked at the ceiling and I felt like I wasn't there mentally, I felt like I was floating.
I did a couple more lines and I felt so good, for once all my worries were gone. Matt was gone, the stupid problems in my life were gone and I felt at peace.
The girl that gave me the cocaine left so I went to get more of it.
I asked everyone but nothing so I tried to look upstairs, I regretted it right after.

I saw Matt with a girl...a fucking GIRL.
I left right away and on the way out, I snatched some drugs from someone but who gives a shit at this point, my gay boyfriend cheated on me with a random bitch.
He was always the one against cheating and a few times he got mad cuz I was too close with the boys or Andy. He also promised that he would never cheat and here we are, he probably didn't even notice my presence there.

I ran towards home and went straight to my room, I didn't want to see any of the boys.
I put on some music and started to inhale. I lost track of time and count of how many lines I took but I didn't have any energy left to even think about it.
I was numb on the ground, completely gone with my back against the bed and for a second I thought it was the end but something popped on my mind.
It was Andy.
Andy has been my best friend for a lifetime and he's always been there for me. I remembered that once I had a crush on him and I think that I still like him but who doesn't, he's perfect.
I smiled at the thought and I started to feel my eyes getting heavy. I knew that I shouldn't fall asleep but I couldn't help it so I did it anyway thinking about Andy...my only hope at this point.