George memeulous ~ it only gets worse

traumatised

 !TW ! TRIGGER WARNING ! // SELF HARM AND PANICK ATTACKS AND  SUICIDAL THOUGHTS 

disclaimer : THIS CHAPTER IS BASED OFF THIS WILLNE VIDEO . If you haven't watched it then you probably won't understand some of it but tbh you don't need to because i'll explain it right lmao but it might help if you did from 8:58 . 

this story is  inspired by a oneshot by @-memeulous so yeah go follow them :)

Will had called George over to film a video with him , which made george feel a bit better as he was petrified from the 3 missed calls he had from ksi earlier . He was in the shower when his phone was ringing so he just ignored it  as he was obviously in the shower . but when he got out he checked the number that was calling him and he didn't recognise the number but after some research he found out it was jj . And when he  did , his heart dropped.

Why would big lad ksi want to call little old memeulous ? Maybe it was because of that video he did on him a few weeks ago . George didn't actually think he'd get offended by it . I mean doesn't jj have better things to do with his time and also he's a commentator that's what he's supposed to do - right ?

So many questions and bad thoughts filled george's mind, but he'd just have to deal with it because he needed to go over to Wills to record .

skip to when george is in wills room

As george was putting on his disguise for the video , he was telling will about how he had 3 missed calls when he was in the shower from a number he didn't recognise and also how he found out it was ksi .

''  im just to scared to pick up incase he  shouts at me '' he sighed

'' fair enough .. '' replied the Geordie '' i meann i understand - '' You could tell Will was a bit guilty about all of this . He knew George had anxiety and all of that stuff but this would  just be a fun little joke right ? No harm . At least that's what he thought .

'' wh- dd-did he say whhat he wanted to sssspeak to me a-bout '' stuttered the smaller man

'' he was just like , uhh  - because i think he thought it was funny .. but then i think there were also bits where he was just like i wanna talk to him , You might get elliot crawforded - '' explained will . '' be jokes ''

'' what - ''

georges pov :

i tried to stay calm so i sat down in my chair and started recording with Will . 

It was all going well until i heard a noise coming from the door . My heart began racing who would it be ? Maybe it was just alex .. or even James . 

Both me and will turned around to look at the door only to see someone who i hoped i would never have to meet face to face .

'' hey, what's up bro ? '' ksi said as he walked in front of me .

'' oh my god '' was the only thing that i could manage to slip out of my mouth . I was petrified that he was going to beat me up or something . I was here wanting to physically die meanwhile will was laughing at my face . it wasn't funny , i just stared at him .

'' u-uhm.. '' i said under my breath 

''  yeah about that video , it's a bit too much '' said jj in an intimidating tone .

i had to stay calm and try not to break character of big alphamale at the same time  as i was having a mental breakdown because i was being recorded . So i just said '' is it ? '' i got worried if i was being too sassy or if i was supposed to react differently .