brain: haha its free real estate

self hatred

Ok i rly hate myself. I try not to. I question myself.

I always tell myself

1) no overthinking
2)care for ppl who care abt u
3)dont crumble at ppls words

I tried. I rly did.

But reality is sad

I dont even knw y i exist lmao

I might be the one who crossed paths with everyone.

Not good or bad

Attitude
Academically
Uh sports

Idk maybe just everything. Im just fucking neutral.

Sorry mom for not living up to ur expectation lmao

Shit i wish someone was beside me rn

Need hug lmao

I rather suffocate myself hugging someone.

Uh

I can do it with my pillow.

Ok study

Im actually very busy today