A/n: hiiii everyone so this is my first request as cozyclouds after musicbabe19 got shut down. 1dlover1286 requested this, it's a virgin Niall smut. I have a few twists up my sleeve that I hope both 1dlover1286 and you all will enjoy.
As always thank you all so much for the reads, likes and comments and if you have a request please feel free to leave it in the comments or just message me.
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Niall POV:
I have to tell her, I have to tell (y/n), I hope she won't hate me.
Or break up with me.
She probably will though and want somebody more.... experienced.
She was my first kiss after all and we're 23 years old. How pathetic am I?
I should've been fucking other girls so that I would be ready for her. Kissing other girls so that I would be ready for her.
Now everytime I'm around her I feel like she doesn't want me.
Niall James Horan... the virgin.
It's not like I haven't wanted myself off before. I know how, it's just I've never really had the chance to be with a girl before.
Or for that matter had a girlfriend.
I always feel embarrassed when I don't last too long too.
But (y/n), always makes me feel loved, adored, and comfortable about it.
We're sitting next to each other in the community college library. We're supposed to be working on our college papers. She, on her paper on the evolution of Bratz Dolls by MGA Entertainment.
I was supposed to working on the evolution of the world of gaming. The graphic design, the storyline, the marketing factor.
But I just couldn't work on my paper.
I just couldn't.
I had to tell her now, or I was gonna burst everywhere just like I did last night when I wanked off to imagining (y/n) sucking off my balls.
"(Y/n), I need to tell you something." I said while starring at her.
She nodded, eyes still on her iPad Air, fingers tapping away frantically but with purpose. "Uh-huh?"
"I think we should see other people because I'm a virgin and I think you should be with someone more experienced." I blurted.
She sighed. "Fuck I missed spelled Yasmin." She said hitting backspace.
I just blinked. "(Y/N), did you hear what I said—"
"Oh, I heard you," she turned to me looking sexy in her glasses. "Just the answer is and always will forever be no I don't want to be with anyone else."
I felt my mouth drop. "B-But, I'm a virgin."
"B-But, I don't care and I know." She went back to typing something on her iPad before looking back at me.
I felt myself getting flushed.
She smiled. "Really, baby I don't care I love it so much."
"But you've had sex with non-virgin guys." I stuttered.
"Ehh, it was one time and I was a virgin too and it wasn't that great." She took my hand in hers.
"I've only had sex one time Niall, but with you I haven't so It'll be like we're both virgins." She gave my hand a squeeze.
