"JISUNG WEVE GOTTA GO WE CANT BE LATE MINHO IS WAITING" chan shouted up the stairs
"wait a minute hyung im in the toilet" jisung replied
"the door better not be locked ji"
"um... no its not hyung" he heard chan wiggling the doorhandle
"han jisung unlock the door right now"
"im sorry hyung"
"PETER HAN OPEN THE DOOR" chan shouted
he heard a thud
"im breaking this door down" he muttered to himself and ran at the door
chan ran into the room to see jisung on the floor, an almost empty bottle of antidepressants next to him
tears started streaming down his face
he grabbed his phone "119 what service do you require?"
"ambulance please" chan replied sobbing
"could you explain the situation please sir"
"my friend hes suicidal, i found him in the bathroom" chan replied as calmly as he could
"where are you sir?"
"flat block x on xxxx street"
"alright an ambulance is on its way"
chan ran downstairs to see his slightly taller boyfriend
"channie hyung what's going on?"
"jisung did it again innie, im a failure"
"youre not a failure hyungie youve tried so hard" jeongin said while pulling his sobbing boyfriend into a tight hug "youve done the best you can"
"thanks innie"
"i love you"
"i love you too baby"
"im going to call minnie hyung and tell him that we cant come, you should wait outside for the ambulance"
*3 hours later*
"bang chan and lee minho?" a nurse called
"innie you stay here we'll be back soon i promise"
"okay hyung give sungie hyung my love"
*4 weeks later*
chan woke up at 4am. jisung had been staying at minhos for the past couple of weeks and he felt a sudden need to call the younger boy
the phone rang once before jisung picked up
"hey ji how are you?" chan said over the phone
"im doing better hyung"
"is minho taking good care of you?"
"yeah he is hyung, im really happy here"
"that's good ji, take care of yourself ok"
"i will hyung"
"love you sung"
"love you too channie hyung"
"sleep well"
and in knowing that his squirrel-like friend was safe he could sleep peacefully
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depression {han}
FanfictionTW! talk of self harm, suicidal thoughts and attempted suicide feel free to dm me on instagram if you want to talk. my ears are always open :). ig: kyun.trash