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~Chapter 1~ Another day

Jungkook's POV

Another day in this miserble life, another day of being ignored by my parents and another day of going to school and possibly get bullied. It's become a routine now. I don't know how long i can keep this up anymore. My parents ignoring me or the people who have bullied me the past few years.

My parents. The people who used to love me, the people who are supposed to care of me, The people who ignored me because they wanted a daughter. I had a normal happy childhood until i turned 4 years old when my 3year old sister came to live with us. Lilly 

Lilly wasn't my parents child, she was the child of a woman my dad hooked up with. Apparently her mother died and so my dad has to take responsibility, I don't even know why my mom was okay with it but she was, they did argue about it several times but she also always wanted a daughter and after she gave birth to me,she fond out that she coudn't get pregnant anymore.

I only realised after seeing my family play happily without me in the park, that i noticed how different they acted infront of me. After Lilly was here they never paid attention to me anymore, i know that i shoudn't be like this and i know that babies need alot of attention and affection too but after Lilly came i became the outsider. Whenever i fell from the slide at the park or when i almost got hit by a car they never care. They just said " Stop acting like a baby, Your a boy !!"  I always envied my little sister because she could get all the love she wanted but i never could.

Growing up i tought i could atleast be a good brother for her but my parents never allowed me to play with her,  because she was young and i'll maybe hurt her or scare her away. And so i stopped trying to play with her after i was grounded for talking to her. And as the years passed by and my little sister grew up i thought she was old enough to let me play with her, but when i finally found the courage to talk to her again she said: "Ewwww your not my brother mommy and daddy always told me i was the only child and they only love ME!!!"  After that she went crying to our mom and guess who got punished for making her cry.

After that i never tried to interact with those people again but i still went to school and talked things out with my best friend yugyeom but he went to a different high school and we never talked to eachother agian. I miss him 

After all this past talking i feel quite tired but i had to get up and go to school becaus i didn't want to become completely useless for the family. So i quickly showered , brushed my teeth and put on my uniform. Then i grabbed my backpack and made my way downstairs.  After quickly saying goodmorning to my family and not gettig a response back like usual i made my way through the front door.

And there my day began. 

I hope you like the past i made up for gookie i know it's a bit sad and ridiculous. But it's all part of how the story goes. I don't know if you'ved noticed but i used alot of "AFTER" i really tried not to use it that many times but i really coudn't find another word to replace it. I'll try my best to not use the same word again and again. Welp goodbye-<3