A/N: This chapter involves suicide so if this is a sensitive topic for you i advise you to not read this!
Lucy's POV
I am in my bedroom crying with blood running down my arms and thighs. I'm a mess. My boyfriend, Landon broke up with me. He said he "Didn't have love for me" or something like that. I feel like the world hates me and I deserve to just die. I set my phone on my bathroom sink and turn on a song my best friend, Billie wrote for me, called "Listen before I go" I turn on the water and start to get undressed in only my bra and panties while the bathtub is filling up. I turn the water off, grab my blade and cut down my both of my legs and arms. I feel a warm tear go down my cheek as I cut my wrists "I guess this is what everyone wants" I say to myself, now sobbing. I feel my breathe getting shorter and I close my eyes ready to let death take me. I than hear Billie walk in my room. "Lucy?" "I love you bil." I say weakly. Than My life replayed in my head like a movie. Everything went black.
Billie's POV
I walk into Lucy's bedroom thinking she's doing her homework. I hear my song "Listen before I go" playing in her bathroom when I walk in her room. I walk into the bathroom to see Lucy laying in the bathtub with cuts down her arms and legs in bloody water. Her eyes are closed. I rush over to her and get her out of the bathtub and check to see if she's breathing. "No no no no. You can't be dead Luc, I can't live without you" I say, sobbing. I call 911 and start doing CPR on her. "Luc, Please, please be alive." I say checking to see if she is breathing. "She- SHE'S GONE" I yell, sobbing. "Why Lucy, Why did you have to do this" I whisper. I than hear sirens outside of the house. I pick Lucy up and rush outside. "What happened, miss?" one of the paramedics ask. "I came home to her in the bathroom with cuts down her arms and legs and my song "Listen before I go" playing" I sob. "Ok." The paramedic says. I lay her down in the stretcher and the do CPR and everything. "Time of death 22:13" I hear the paramedic say. He comes over to me. "I'm sorry miss we tried everything we could." She says looking down. I drop to my knees. "WHY LUCY WHY" I scream, while sobbing.
A/N: This is how I feel I want to die...My bf broke up with me like 2 hours ago.
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Fanfiction-It started off as a actual book with a plot but I decided to change it to an imagines book. -Billie Eilish x reader -Gxg G!p -Some G!p content coming soon
