I slept with him. Shit i fucking sleep with him !
Agad na napabangon ako at hinila ang kumot upang ipangtakip sa'king katawan but i was shocked and taken aback when he pulled me into his embrace then he gently stroke my back "Where are you going?"Namamaos na saad niya.
i don't know what to say or how to react dahil para akong sinapak ng marinig ko siyang magsalita pakiramdam ko ay mas lalong sumakit ang ulo ko sa hangover at pagiisip. this can't be happening.. hindi pwede, mali.. Mali ito. Ang daming tanong na umiikot sa isip ko at hindi ko na alam kung pano ito hihimayin o ianalyze.
"Shit, paano nangyari to ? hinde pwede.. mali. Ano nalang ang iisipin nila Mom and dad ?"I blurted out then followed by tears. Na frustrate ako sa nangyayari and natatakot.
i feel him tightened his embrace and i suddenly felt calm and secure. He kissed the top of my head, my eyes as he wiped away my tears,my cheeks,the tip of my nose.."I don't care what is right and wrong. Wala akong pakealam kung ano ang iisipin ng iba, ang mahalaga ay akin ka. Ang tagal kong tinago at pinigilan but this time i won't let anything stop me from doing everything I want " He whispered and finally kissed my lips. A moan escalated from my lips when he start nibbling my lower lip.
"Mahal kita,Jade.. Mahal na mahal."He whispered.
My world stop so as my heart stop beating.
