Liquid flowing all over from my eye like deep as an ocean.
Only the waves of my tears can understand.
Birds can fly,
Birds are free.
But why i can't be?
I want to feel happiness,
Like others but,
How can i escape from the maze?
Expectation vs. Reality,
Makes my world smaller.
I also get hurt because of my own anticipation.
All i want to wish is to get a freedom,
A freedom from everything.
Teary eye makes my vission blurry.
Day and night,
I cry all day.
My tears became like a river,
And my world began to fade.
I never like tasting my fake smile,
And eating my real feelings.
I hold the horse,
And then i breathe slowly.
I try to calm down,
After i have being a blue in my eye.
I wish i could be in the head of the clouds,
To escape the reality.
My tears were starting to melt,
And my whole body became colder.
The balls of my life,
Is in the court of my hands.
I wish i could turn back things,
And fixed everything,
But the pigs can't fly.
I want them to know the truth,
But i am scared of the consequences.
So i did not spill the beans,
And i keep it to myself.
My tears were sparkling,
As they fall.
My pain were bleeding,
And band aid is not enough to heal.
Everybody left me,
And only my shadow did not leave me.
My ears are fillled with harmful words,
As my heart racks into pieces.
I wish i am deaf,
So that i cannot hear terrible words.
I'm sick and exhausted,
So please stop breaking my heart.
-Y💖
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