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she was sitting in her room crying for what seemed like the gazillionth time. and for once it wasnt because of some stupid boy. it was because of her, why was she like this? mabey just mabey if she was different-better, the kids in her class would stop tearing her down. it was almost as if they got payed to do it, to hurt her every chance they got- to strike her with a cold painful blade was what made their day, to watch her suffer and bleed brought them hapiness. they called her mean names and took away any tiny bit of hapiness and hope she had left.they got their pleasure from her pain, to see thay vulnerablity in her eyes and watch her try to get herself together-try to pick up what was left of her brocken heart everytime they shot her down, but the bullets just kept on coming...they never stopped, they just kept slicing her heart making it feel so much pain and then it hit her. they could only hurt her if she let them, which she wouldnt...not anymore, not now, not ever! And in that moment she decided she was not going to change...not for anyone because the people who deserved her wouldnt want her any other way. and with that she lifted her head

3 years later

she turned her head and looked back..back at her past...THEY were there. the ones who had tore her down, the ones who had caused her great pain. now she was a big superstar and they were singing her songs and screaming her name. in 3 years she had sold 5 award winning albums and 20 blockbusters (the other 15 wernt blockbusters) in short she had changed. not only was she pretty and famouse but she was also really rich. she called her old classmates backstage and started to talk.

"so....do you guys remmember me?" she said seriousely.

"um...yeah your micki renolds! only the coolest girl ever!" one of them..a blonde..said with a smile plasterd on her face.

"yeah...but i dont mean like that... but mabye this will help" she said frusterated, as she showed them a picture. a picture of a girl, in the picture the girl had curly brown hair and ocean brown eyes. she seemed like a happy loving 14 year old with so much potential. someone who they had snatched all the hapiness and innocence out of- as if it was that easey, they had sucked it out of her like hungry leaches wanting innocent victims. "mi...mi...mikayla? mikayla relonds?!" one of them said in shock.

"yeah its me, mi....mi...mikayla. remmeber me? the one you used to tease and call names, the one used to cry herself to sleep thinking she was useless and stupid because someone like you didnt like her. the one who you knew absolutely nothing about but just asumed she was completly pathetic. yeah its me mikayla" she said and slowly all the anger came rushing back to her. the one she had been holding in for so long all came building up...but she knew yelling at them would get both her and them nowhere, so she just stared at their shocked faces. ever since that day when it hit her, that she was a star.. she had wnated to go up to each of them and say "i proved you wrong, you said i couldnt do it but i did im not worthless, i can achieve things" she was going to say just that but when she opened her mouth something else came out. "never thought id get this big di you? you know i should thank you, if you guys had made me your friend and if you had accepted me i would have ended up just like you, but because of your mean names im famouse now...so thank you" and you know what the crazy thing was? she meant it, all those times she felt lonely and wrote those hit songs....all that pain had paid off. and just as easily as the anger had come it was now gone, and now all she felt was sad. because she knew what they had done to her would never go away- it would always be their cutting her painfully.

"so did you guys want autographs?" she asked laughing at herself, they probably never thought in their life they would be getting an autograph from the girl they bullied.

"uh...yeah but before you do i want to say i...we're sorry...we didnt realize how much we were hurting you" the meanest of them said pointing to the group.

and then she said something she never thought she would say "i...forgive you" and as she said that all the pain and ache and feeling of not belonging that the last 4 years had caused came out in thick salty tears. tears that coverd her face as she sobbed. she stood their crying infront of each of them, she hadnt sobbed this hard since that day. but all those years of ache came out and all those memories came flooding back. as she sobbed harder the tears streaking her face one of them came and hugged her. when she found her voice she said " what you guys did to me, dont do that to anyone else..you might think its nothing but to the victim? its like taking a knife and right out stabbing their heart.... oh wait that would hurt less."

as she stood their signing her name on their pictures she realized all the pain had been worth it, because in the end the tears that she had cried had made her stronger. right their she felt a huge byrdan life.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 07, 2012 ⏰

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