Enemies

Prefect

Y/n: mattia...?
Mattia kept punching kio will I put my clothes back on and Alejandro ran through the door and grabbed mattia off kio as soon as mattia got of he looked at kio for a second and ran up to me and hugged me tight
Mattia: omg you okay y/n
I just kept hyperventilating and I couldn't feel like I was breathing everything was getting blurry and I could feel my chest going up and down on every breath I tried to breath but I kept getting less and less air every time I breathed mattia sat me on the bed
Mattia: breath slowly in and out
Mattia started breathing in and out slowly showing me what to do and when my breath was in sync with his I calmed down and started breathing fine again
Y/n: what just happened
Mattia: you had a panic attack did you get like scared or something
Suddenly I flashed back again:
Dad: listen here bitch you keep telling your mom that I'm hitting you and you won't even be able to walk you here me
Y/n: don't hurt me please
I said while crying
Dad: keep fucking crying
*slap* *kick**puch*
Back to reality:
Mattia: y/nnnn helloooo I'm talking to youuu
While snapping
Y/n: oh yeah sorry
Mattia: well I better bring you back home
Y/n: yeah that's a good idea
We walked back to the car and mattia started driving me home while I just overthinked
Thought
You know I understand that party's are always bad and something always goes down but like why me and especially after my dad abused me why me like it makes no sense just think if nobody came into that room what would've happened idk but it probably wouldn't be good...
My train of thoughts stopped when I felt the car coming to a stop
Mattia: well we're here have a good night ok
Y/n: mattia can you stay the night
Mattia: why
Y/n: idk I just don't feel safe
Mattia: sure
We walked in the house and went upstairs and mattia grabbed a pillow and a blanket to sleep on the floor
Y/n: you know you can sleep with my silly
Mattia: okay ain't complaining
I walked into the bathroom and just looked at myself disgusted when I felt arms around me
Mattia placed me on the counter and grabbed a makeup wipe and started wiping my face with him in between my legs
Mattia: don't worry about him okay he's just stupid idiot that likes to manipulate girls he won't come near you again
Y/n: promise
Mattia: promise
Mattia finished wiping my face and we made our way back to the bed and just layed down with the blanket over us and I faced him
Y/n: mattia at first I thought you were mean and an idiot
Mattia: well that's something I was to be honest
Y/n: you changed though I'm happy for you
Mattia: yeah and somebody helped me change
Y/n: who
Mattia: you
Y/n: why thank you
I laughed
Mattia: y/n I have a question
Y/n: what
Mattia: I need some advice so basically I used to think this girl hated me but turns out I see she doesn't I have this type of effect on her I don't know what it is but I kinda think I like her but I don't wanna fall in love she's an amazing girl she has these pretty eyes and plump lips and cute cheeks all around she's just the perfect girl for me she's funny and she cared about me to and she wouldn't do anything to hurt my feelings
Suddenly my smile faded
Y/n: well I think you should tell her how you feel
Mattia: I kinda just did
I was confused at first
Y/n: who are you even talking about what's the name
Mattia: oh her name is y/n
And it all hit me I just brightened up and kissed outta nowhere