[ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴄʀᴇᴇɴ ]

school

I was a good kid in school and my grades aren't that bad but I did end up with social anxiety for some reason but I started to get suicidal thoughts after my dad died, friends moved schools, getting bullied, getting yelled at, no ones there for me and at that point I feel safer here on the internet even with the pedos, hackers, creeps I still for some reason prefer the internet life because when  I get home I basically become happy to go on my device but even that was taken away from me I have a time limit of 1 to 2 hours a day I became more depressed and I got the word "it's a faze" over and over. When will the suffering stop? Probably when I became older? Yup possibly.