jisoo, a high school senior, lives in a toxic household. How will she break free and overcome her impulsive thoughts?
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trigger warning: impulsive thoughts, abuse, SA, depression and, suicidal tendencies.
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Bruises covered her body from the night before. The smallest size was as big as a dollar cent. She couldn't do anything other than attempt to cover them before she arrived to school.
She has always been the careful and introverted type, I mean- it's expected when you come from an abusive household.
After covering as much bruises as she could with her clothes, she left the house, unsuspectedly.
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"Asshole," said a boy, while sucking on his lollipop. He was covered from head to toe in black clothes.
"If I don't go, then my mom is gonna take away my gaming console for a month," the latter said, "please forgive me Hanyoung," he begs with doggy eyes.
"Aigoo," Hanyoung says while messing up his friends hair- then hits his head, "idiot, you already know that our teacher is gonna assign a partner project and your not gonna be there to be my partner."
"Sorry," he says, "my mom wants me to go to this dinner for once, and it'll be just one time I promise."
"Park Youngsoon, I'll never forgive you." Hanyoung says while hitting Youngsoon on the forehead with his lollipop.
"Yeah, yeah, let's go" he says while wiping off the sticky leftover of the candy that was on his forehead.
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After arriving to school, Jisoo shoved her backpack into her locker while grabbing her books for class.
She walked into the classroom looking groggy. All eyes shot up to her,
"Is she fine?" "Woah, she looks messed up." "Um... who comes to school looking like that?" "She's covered from head to toe."
Jisoo looked down at her clothes— a baggy turtleneck over her school shirt , and leggings under her skirt.
She squeezed her books as her anxiety shot up while walking to her seat with eyes still following her.
"She's rich, how could she ruin her image like that." "Shut up that's rude!" "What? Its the truth."
Jisoo layed her head on the desk and looked towards the window and closed her eyes. But regret filled her quickly as impulsive thoughts started to infiltrate her mind,
"If you open that window you could jump and die without having to worry any longer"
"Leave me alone"
"Your so worthless, you just embarrassed yourself. You don't deserve to live. Go jump"
She opened her eyes and stared at the front of the classroom trying to sing a song in her head to wash out the gruesome thoughts.
"Good morning everyone" the teacher announces as he walks in with two boys hurrying to their seats. "I see your late again, Hanyoung and Youngsoon."
"What! We were right behind you." Exclaimed Youngsoon. "I've already said before, your late if the teacher arrives before the student, and as the class saw, both of you got to your seats after I walked in the classroom."
"Ugh," Youngsoon sighed as he let his head fall onto the table dramatically. Hanyoung was holding in his laughter until he burst out laughing and slapping the table with his hands.
