part 4

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                    *Y/n perception*
*3 days later*
*I have texted Billie back in 3 days I've been ignoring her and avoiding her how could I be so stupid to kiss her she's straight and I just met her*

My thoughts we were cut off by my mom walking in my room,

"Hey I'm going out of town till next friday." She said putting some cash on to my dresser.

"Ok, what is the cash for?" I said looking at the money.

"Well you have to eat." She laughed and walked out of my room closing the door.

"WHEN ARE YOU LEAVING!" I yell from my room.

"TODAY! I WILL CALL EVERYDAY TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE SAFE!" she yells from in her room.

I layed in bed watching "The office" On my phone and I got another text from Billie I decided to open it since she's been blowing up my phone trying to get a hold of me.

*Sunday*
Billie: hey are you ok
Yesterday you ran out
After what happened?
*Read 9:14PM*

Billie: I just wanted to
Tell you I'm not mad.
*Read 10:02PM*

*Saturday*
Billie:Are you ok u have
Been ignoring me all day
Yesterday.
*Read 10:34AM*

*Monday*
Billie: Is it about the kiss?
I'm not mad about it.

*Today*
Billie: y/n please answer
me.
*Read 11:47AM*

You: Hey sorry...
*Read 11:59AM*

Billie: about what?
*Read 12:01*

You: kissing you. I didn't
Mean to it kinda just
Happened. I'm sorry.
*Read 12:03*

Billie: y/n you don't
have to apologize
I liked it.

Billie:*chat deleted*
*Read 12:08*

You: Are you sure I feel
like a jerk.
*Read 12:10


Billie:100% sure Can we
meet up toTalk texting
isn't texting isn't the
Same and I miss u.
*Read 12:13*

You: yea. My mom just
Left you can come over
You still have my address?
*Read 12:14*

Billie: yea. I'll be there
in about 5 or 10
Minutes.
*Read 12:16*

You: ok
*Read 12:18*


*Billie is coming over alone with me in my house to talk with me. What of I get caught up and kiss her again what if she...*
I stopped my thoughts and realized shes gonna be here soon I have to get ready I'm still in my pajamas.

I go take a quick shower it's now 12:32 she should be here soon I put on some lotion and little bit of makeup and go down stares to grab a drink.

*I really hope she still wants to be friends with me and that I didn't make things awkward I wo-*

My thoughts were cut off again by the sound of a knocking at my front door.


I walk over and open the door and there she is, she's wearing this...

*different hair ofc*I was staring for a bit until she said something

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*different hair ofc*
I was staring for a bit until she said something.

"Are you gonna let me in or stare at me the whole time?" She chuckled.

"Oh. I- um yea come in." I said nervously.

We both walk up to my room and sit on my bed I lean back and sit there for a moment looking at my phone there was nothing in my phone it was a black screen but I wouldn't think she would notice until...

"That black screen look's very interesting" she says sarcastically and laughs.
I blush and lay my phone down on my bed.

"I'm really sorry for kissing you I didn't mean to make things awk-" I was cut of was cut off with her lips crashing into mine I immediately started kissing back.









(I'm sorry for the wait but here is this 😙 I hope you in joy I'm bad if you see any spelling mistakes it's me soo yes 😃 thanks for reading this trashy book part 5 out soon 643 words.)

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 07, 2020 ⏰

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