it's been almost been 3 days since miles & y/n have talked. they both have been avoiding each other, and became pretty successful doing so. miles couldn't find the confidence and courage to say sorry. after all he was just a spoilt rich jerk who cares about no one but himself.
y/n was too busy studying, she was more focused than that, rather than a stupid boy who probably just wants to get into her pants, y/n enjoyed the time without miles surprisingly, she realized she didn't need him to have fun.
she was doing awfully great without him, and miles.. well.. his anger levels were rising a lot more and they were getting worse, he broke both of his windows, and also started breaking his drums & guitars by playing them ruffly at night.
which of course, y/n was so annoyed by, she wished she could go and slap him and teach him a lesson. too bad that'll break the 'avoiding each other streak' thing.
after almost a week of avoiding each other, y/n decided to talk to miles. she was actually missing him, she couldn't believe it, but she couldn't deny the fact that she really did miss him.
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"miles?" y/n knocked on his door assuming he would be there, and yet she was correct. "go away kate, i've had enough of your bullshit" he bit, y/n scrunched her face, overthinking it it was a good idea or not.
"i-it's not kate" miles eye's widened at the familiar tone "well whoever the fuck it is, leave" he yelled, y/n frowned. maybe she kept the streak up for.. too long.
she realized she was also in the wrong, she didn't mean to hurt him by avoiding him for so long, even if it was a week. she knew he was lonely, and that he was needy of company, since he was a loner for most of his life, and she was the only person who brought some kind of joy into his dark life.
she didn't hesitate to enter his room anyways. "miles!" she breathed out looking into his pale pace, dark eye bags under his eyes, he looked like he hadn't slept in ages.
he looked at her, too tired to even yell at her for coming in with no permission, "what?" he bit at her, y/n came closer, and sat on the bed with him.
"i'm.. i'm sorry miles" she apologized, as he looked totally confused on why she was apologizing to him. "what? why?" he gazed at her, y/n lifted a brow in confusion.. "uh? for avoiding you got the past week?" she answered him. miles looked away instantly and huffed.
"look y/n. i'm not the kind of guy, you'd think would be good for a girl like you" he randomly started talking into a different subject.
y/n's face scrunched up on why he would think such a thing, "miles, what?" "i said what i said y/n, i'm.. im too much of a jerk, i suck at loving people. i suck at being nice, i suck at everything that includes showing love and affection towards anything but my sister.. and.. my.. parents.. but my parents are both gone y/n.. i suck.." he started to sob, but held it in.
y/n started to feel sorry for him, after all, he had no mother & father, but just a little sister, and that's all that he had, she started to try and comfort him, she wasn't the best at making people happy, but it was the least she could do to try bring a smile onto his face.
"hey, miles. it's okay, i'm not perfect either, nobody's perfect, pobody's nerfect, were all different, you're different i'm different. you might be.. eh, a lil more of a.. opposite of a bright person, and i'm basically sort of the same as you anyways.. you know? haha" she laughed, trying to lighten up the mood a bit.
miles lips slowly started so form a smile, making y/n sigh in relief and smile at him. "i'm glad. i'm not avoiding you anymore" she let out. "i'm sorry, i said those awful things to you y/n.. of course i.. i like you.. everyone likes you.. i was really angry, and i had no right to make you upset" he placed his hand on hers. slowly looking up to her, as they both leaned in for a kiss.
their lips finally touched. miles went slower this time, his hands trailed to her waists, pulling her closer. because he wanted her closer
y/n smiled between the kiss, their kiss was passionate, it wasn't some kind of lust thing, it was the opposite, she really liked miles, yet miles really like y/n. they both felt comfortable around each other, safe and sound, their kiss was enjoyable, their lips moved in the rhythm of each other's lips. (wtf does that even make sense lmao)
miles and y/n didn't want to take it too far, since they both already felt aroused. so they both pulled away with a quiet smack noise. and smiled, as his hands now caressed her cheeks, while her hands were dangled in his curly, raven colored hair.
"i.. i love you miles. i l-love you a lot"
she admitted, looking straight into his dark orbs. he replied back. "i love you too y/n, i love you too much" he smiled, wholesomely, making y/n blush.
before they could both let out a chuckle, they both heard a thud at the door, making them both jump at how loud it was. "miles? what was that??" she asked, panicking. miles looked around, to see the whole room shaking, he quickly got up, grabbing y/n with him, throwing her into the bathroom with him and locking the door.
"miles!! what is this??! why is the-" he place a finger in the middle of her lips, signaling her to shut up. "shhh" he hushed her, and hugged her tightly, waiting for it to go away.
the shaking finally went away, as the two breathed out in relief.
"it was him"
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A/N
erm, i updated this book? damn.. okay shit. well 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️😀😀😀😀 also ty for like 1k views, idk if i said this already but tysm🥺
