You wouldn't get it

Chaper 4 ~Only an Act~

So yeah I told you KC was something. How do you think Lola handled it? I would have punched her😂

Lola
•••I woke up to my dad turning on my light. "Go back to bed!" His voice demanded me. I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes. I slowly started realized my dad was drunk again. I quickly jumped out of bed, ran out if my room up the stairs to my moms room. As I was running I felt something grab my foot. I felt to the floor, and saw that it was a dog toy. I looked around her room, it was a mess, beer cans every where (probably because of my dad). I quickly got up and ran over to my moms bed. I tapped her shoulder... Nothing... I started to wake her up.
"What?!?"
"Dad...drunk lets go." I was trying to move as fast as I could. I ran across the room, down the stairs. My foot caught on something and I need up acting like a penguin going down the stairs on my stomach. I quickly got up with my moms help. As I looked up I met eye to eye with my dad.
"Don't" I said, my voice low and stern. Suddenly his hand pushed me over, to get to my mom. I felt a sharp pain on the side of my head... Some thing had hit it. Not till then did I realize my dad had just hit me. I slowly fell to the ground, looking up at my mom who was being held up against the wall... Losing air... Because of my dad's hand across her neck.••• I snapped out of my memory, I could feel tears rolling down my face. I looked over at Cie Cie, her long blond hair falling off her bed.
"Are you ok? I mean you look terrible!" She said looking at me with her jaw dropped. I tried to answer her but nothing... But a clog forming in my throat.
"That came out wrong... Umm sorry... I meant to help...but" her voice trailing off. I got up and grabbed my keys from my desk and walked out of the dorm room. Walking out of the building to my car. That night was the worst night of my life. It was the night my mother died, and my dad got away with murder. That was the day I met Jake. •••I woke up, sitting in the same place I had been knocked out by my dad. Only some thing was different. It was like my body I was living but my mind was dead. I knew then my mom was not living. I knew that this day would be soon... I knew I would be a sophomore with one parent. All I wanted to know was if I knew this was going to happen why would it surprise me so much. I quickly got up. I went into my room, thinking no she's not I'm just being weird she's not. I managed to trick my mind...
I put on a red dress and some lip gloss. I climbed out of my window and walked... I walked and walked until I came across a bar. I walked in and the smell of beer hit me. I took a shot... And then another... And then another... And then another. It burned as it went down, I had never drank alcohol before, I didn't wanna be my dad.

No!
No more thinking about my dad! I took another shot and started to dance. I caught a cute guy looking at me. I stated to walk over to him, I took his hand and pulled him closer to me. He smelled so good, is hand moved onto my waist. I felt his hard body on mine, he defiantly worked out. ••• I pulled myself out of my memories again. I was crying again. This happened over 4 years ago. That was the day I met Jake...❤️