It's been a while since I last saw those men... I'm still on edge but I don't need the others knowing though I feel that Slenda is getting suspicious. Anyway, I'm doing the dishes just minding my own business when I hear LJ bust in the kitchen screaming with joy.
(LJ) "EEEEE!!! HA HA HA HA!!!! YES!!!"
(Y/N) "Why are you yelling?"
I ask. She then replays with...
(LJ) "IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!"
My heart sinks as I feel like I'm gonna panic... How the hell did I of all people not realize?! I need to stop getting distracted. I have to stay calm or else this can end badly...
(LJ) "Hey, what's wrong?"
(Y/N) "N-Nothing..."
I say as I rush out of the kitchen. As I'm heading up to my room I pass Jane as she tries to say.
(Jane) "Hey, Merry cris-"
(Y/N) "Not now"
(Jane) "What's wrong? Y/N!"
I just ignore her as I get to my room. I start to breathe heavily as I feel it clawing to get out. My vision starts to get fuzzy. Before it gets worse I take a deep breath in and out... I do this for a while until I'm calm...
(Y/N) "Christmas... Fuck"
I say as the painful memories start to flood my mind... I can almost hear the screams from my mother. I can feel myself getting angry but I check myself quickly... This happens every Christmas. There's a knock at my door and I hear Slenda say.
(Slenda) "Y/N are you alright? The girls told me you seem panicked is something wrong?"
I just get up and open the door.
(Slenda) "Are you okay?"
I come up with an excuse and say.
(Y/N) "It's nothing I just thought I left my candle burning"
That's reasonable, right? Slenda replies with an unconvinced tone.
(Slenda) "Oh, I see well... As long as your okay"
(Y/N) "Of course I'm fine. Besides, what would I have to be panicked over?"
(Slenda) "Alright well that's good"
(Y/N) "Anyway, I have to get something done I'll see you in a bit"
(Slenda) "Of course. But hey if there's something wrong it's okay to tell us"
(Y/N) "I know"
She nods her head as she leaves. I close the door and sigh.
(Y/N) *Sigh* "I know..."
Christmas... That's when my life ended. I remember it in detail... Every single damn moment... It's like the flames are still licking my skin. I shake the memories from my mind the best I can. I walk over to my bed and sit down collecting my thoughts while rubbing my head. My head is killing me from the stress I just endured. I then lay down and decided to rest for a bit. A few minutes passed when suddenly I heard a knock at the door.
(Y/N) *Sighs*
I get up to go answer the door to see Sally. She looks up at me and says.
(Sally) "Hey, Y/N? Can you please join us downstairs? We're gonna start decorating and I want you to be a part of it"
She says wholesomely looking up at me with his in her eyes... Dammit. With a deep breath, I suck it up and say.
(Y/N) "Okay fine, I'll come down and... Decorate the house with you"
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Lost In Sorrow (Fem CreepyPasta X Emotionless Male Reader)
FanfictionY/N's troubled past begins with the tragedy that forever changed his life-the fire that claimed the lives of his beloved family. As the lone survivor, he's left scarred both on the inside and out, unable to experience emotions like others. His heart...
