I'll always be here

Why?

<Virgil's POV>

I stood there staring at what always wanted. Where I always wanted to be. In front of me was a palace surrounded by a beautiful, lush forest. That place was where the light sides were. Morality, creativity, and logic, those were the three light sides. I looked back and saw what was behind me. Another palace, except this one, wasn't as beautiful and welcoming as the other one. Instead of a beautiful lush forest surrounding it, there was a dark forest filled with dead trees and vines hanging off of those. That place was where I came from and where the dark sides were. The dark sides consisted of deceit, intrusive thoughts (known as the duke), and me, paranoia.

Us three were known as the dark sides for a good reason. We brought nothing but harm. We were the sides of Thomas's personality that weren't really accepted. I mean it's in our names. Intrusive thoughts; Brings thoughts that no man wants to think and keeps Thomas up at night. Deceit; Brings lies that never help anyone and just make the situation worst. Then you have me, Paranoia; Fear is all I can produce and it's never good. I just constantly freak out and force Thomas in a panic mode for no reason. 

But even though we seem pretty bad we aren't really horrible people. For example, the duke is super energetic and tells some pretty good jokes. He also loves to mess with the light sides whenever he gets the chance and what ever he plans is pretty fun to watch play out. Then deceit is pretty nice. He's very sarcastic which is hilarious because Remus doesn't know he's sarcastic half of the time.

Us three have been friends basically since the beginning. That's the main reason why I'm questioning if I should really be doing this. I've been wanting this for so long but to actually do this is unbelievable. I would fantasize about me a light side, to be liked, seen as a good person, thats all I wanted. I didn't want to be seen as a nuisance that you just had to push through. Then I realized something: Wait, why do I even think that they'll like me. It's like what Deceit said, "Why would you ever want to join them?! They hate us! They left us on our own and you really think that they'll like you?!" ... They'll never see me as anything except for a nuisance. I really am just something that you have to deal with even though you dont want to. Maybe I have enough time to go back before anyone notices I'm gone! Yeah, that's what I'll do!

I quickly turned around and started running back towards the place that I tried to escape from moments ago. I got closer to the forest of dead trees and just as I was about to go back into the dark side's land I started to feel dizzy. And then before I knew it I passed out-

Wow, this is a short chapter anyways, uh, I didn't like the story of the first version of 'I'll always be here' so here's the new one. This is a moxiety fanfic though so if that ship triggers you please do not read. Anyways that all I have for now, peace out my queer royalty! ✌️🌈✨