𝐃𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐊𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐓𝐨 𝐃𝐨 |𝐇𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠

DKWTD 28

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They were the only ones left on the couch. Chan already payed for the bill and went home with woojin. Hyunjin and Jisung sat next to each other, Hyunjin's head resting in Jisung's shoulder.

They have no idea where the others went, they probably went home, and minho probably took Changbin and Felix home since Changbin is already drunk, leaving Hyunjin and Jisung.

"Did you have fun baby?" Jisung asked. Hyunjin who was already drunk nodded and giggled.

"I'll bring you home--"

"This isn't s-supposed to b-be part of the pl-lan." Hyunjin giggled once again. Jisung only stared at him in confusion.

"What plan? You don't want to go home?" Jisung asked. The older simply just shook his head.

"Noooooo!!! You... you don't know the p-plan y-yet?" Hyunjin sat up and looked at Jisung as if he had grown another head. (lenny face)

"No... I don't... hyunjin." Jisung's eyebrows furrowed. Maybe it was just the alcohol in Hyunjin's system. But maybe not.

Hyunjin pouted and snuggled next to Jisung. His mouth next to Jisung's ear.

"SHHHH! D-dont tell sungie or h-he will be mad coz j-jinnies keeping s-secrets from him!" Hyunjin said and jisung only nodded. Hyunjin was too drunk to even recognize who he was talking to.

"The plan was to n-never be s-sungie's friend, j-jinnie didn't want to be sungie's friend from t-the start! Jinnie's plan was t-to forget about s-sungie! Jinnie didn't want to b-be involved with sungie coz---"

"Stop." Jisung stood up and helped hyunjin stand up.

"I'm bringing you home." Jisung's voice was hard as steel. Hyunjin seemed to sober up a bit and clinged to Jisung as Jisung called a cab.

"Y-you angy??" Hyunjin poked Jisung's cheeks.

"Stop it." Even the driver tensed at Jisung's tone. Hyunjin shrank down and cuddled himself at the other side, opposite of Jisung.

Oh, how Jisung wanted to hold hyunjin but he can't. He can't move his hands. He can't move his head to look at hyunjin. He can't move at all. It was as if he was paralyzed in seat.

"Sir. We have arrived." The driver notified Jisung who was staring at nowhere.

"Sorry. Here." Jisung handed the money to the driver and helped hyunjin go outside. He helped him climb up the few steps at their porch. He knocked on the door and after a few seconds their stood a sleepy Jeongin.

"Sorry, for waking you up innie." Jisung smiled slightly. Jeongin smiled back and took hyunjin in his arms.

"No, it's fine hyung, I was about to go to the kitchen, it's fine." Jeongin yawned again..Jisung was about to turn back but Jeongin asked again.

"Don't you want to sleep next to him? I'm sure he'll appreciate seeing your face early in the morning, especially with hangover." Jeongin said in a small voice.

Jisung gave a small smile, almost unexistent. His tired glossy eyes gazing at jeongin, jeongin shot him a worried glance but jisung dismissed it with a bigger smile.

"I have to head back home. I had to check up on my friends too. And... I'm feeling sick, I don't want to make him sick too. I'm sure he's in good hands." Jeongin only nodded, but the confused look in his eyes never left.

"Bye." Jisung waved and turned his back, he didn't even bother to glance at hyunjin who was pouting. He knew if he saw that, he would just melt in front of him.

Jisung felt his chest throb. He held his chest and squeezed it, as if it would help lessen the pain. He walked until he reached a lamp post and sat at the pavement.

He reached his backpocket for his phone and dialed a number, ignoring the seeping pain from his chest.

"Hyung? Can you pick me up please?"

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As soon as Minho arrived, he kept silent. The other seemed to understand that Jisung didn't want to talk about it.

Jisung tried hard not to cry by distracting himself. Watching as they pass by different buildings and stores, but everywhere he looks he can only see Hyunjin. Only Hyunjin, and it hurts him so much.

"I like you jisung."

"I want to change for you."

"I don't want to be a coward anymore, I dont want to become the same hyunjin in the past anymore."

Those words are engraved in his mind. Did Hyunjin lie and play with his feelings instead of blatantly rejecting him? The feeling of Hyunjin's lips, his touch, his embrace. Everything. Is it all a lie?

He snapped out of his thoughts and focused at the song playing in the stereo the car.

'I wanna sleep next to you'

'but that's all I wanna do right now'

"Shit." he whsipered to himself as he heard the first few verses of the song.

"Anything wrong sung?" Jisung shook his head no.

"I'm completely fine." Minho nodded, but Jisung knew that he knows it's not the truth. But he didn't ask him questions and kept driving in silence until they reached Minho's house.

They both exited the car silently and went to their rooms. Minho went to his and Jisung went to the guest room, not in the mood to cuddle or to talk with his hyung.

"Thank you." He whispered as Minho
gave him blankets and pillows. But Minho knows it's more than just the blankets and pillows. The older smiled at him fondly and kissed him on the forehead.

"You're welcome, goodnight." he said before walking back to his room.

Jisung sighed and went to his bed, arranging his pillows into a comfortable position.

"Baby, I like you too, maybe not as much as you do, but I'm attracted to you. Let's just take it one step at a time. Let's take it slow, is it okay for you?"

He can hear Hyunjin's trembling voice as he recalled what the older said to him before.

"Maybe I went too fast. I shouldn't have confessed at all."

"Maybe I liked you too much when I shouldn't."

And that's when everything hit hin  He couldn't take it. So he cried.

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