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kameron sat and stared at the wall. he felt helpless. he kept feeling his heart break over and over. the two had previously taken a short break so they could focus on themselves. but cameron didn't understand that. "why wasn't i enough for him to go back?" he said as his head found its way back in between his knees.

"i wish that i was good enough." he continued saying as the boy he was in love with was flirting and kissing his ex, jayce. he couldn't help but cry, the paragraph stayed in his brain, "i felt manipulated into this relationship." is the one sentence that stood out the most.

he groaned and laid back, holding onto his pillow as a few tears fall down his cheeks. the boy stayed laid down in the silent household. he was never normally here. he didn't know what to do.

it had been approximately thirteen hours since the break up. kameron was numb to all emotions except pain, while callum was with jayce, probably happy, or so he thought.

the day before kameron wrote a long paragraph for the boy, promising the world. it was too late. every word, it's too late to say. the boy he had his whole life planned with was gone.

he slowly cried himself to sleep for a few hours, that most likely being the most amount of sleep he would get. after a couple hours the boy woke up to a heavy chest and a wet face. he couldn't breath.

the boy whimpered slightly as he turned around to face the wall he used to smile at, now his heart only aches more. he took down a polaroid of him and the small boy, a slight smile appeared on his face before it was quickly washed away.

this polaroid was his favorite memory of the boy. their second date. their second date to a sunflower field, a cute picnic. the younger boy planned it. his mind starts drifting to the day.

"baby, baby!" callum coo'd as he skipped to kamerons room, bursting into the room. kamerons attention was on the video game in front of him. callum pouted softly as he walked up to the older boy, kissing his cheek as he lifted his arms.

the younger boy crawled into kamerons lap with ease, gently pecking his neck in a non sexual way. he smiled as he felt the boys lips on the soft skin of his forehead.

he smiled as he laid his head on the boys shoulder, "hurryyyy," callum brought out the "y" sound in the word. kam looked down at the fragile boy in his lap, a smile formed on his lips.

"i have a surprise for you!" he smiled bright at the boy, kissing his cheek. "come come!" he said as he got out of the boys lap, holding his hands out.

kameron turned off his xbox, getting up to be greeted by the small boy in front of him, a smile fell onto his face as the smaller boy makes grabby hands, singling he wanted picked up.

callum smiled as he was picked up by the taller boy, his arms snaking around kamerons neck. "down stairs we goooo" the boy smiled as he was placed in kamerons hip as he was carried. he smiled as the boy made his way to the car, humming gently.

once the two were settled in the car kameron looked at the younger boy, "where are we going, angel?" he asked as he turned on the vehicles engine.

callum giggled, "to a sunflower field!" he said as the boy backed out of the driveway. he turned on the radio for the smaller boy to listen to as he reached for the older boys finger.

callum being the little boy he is held onto the boys finger. once the two had arrived the younger boy turned to kameron, "close your eyessss" he drug out as he got out of the video, walking to the other boys side.

callum opened the older boys door as he guided him out. the younger boy giggled as he took his hand, leading him to an open spot in the sunflower field, a basket in the other hand.

callum laid out the blanket and laid the food out and sat down "open your eyes, my amor!" he smiled as callums eyes met with kamerons.

callum giggled softly as kamerons gaze went to what he was surrounded by, a bunch of sunflowers. he smiled, "awe, il mio piccolo pianeta," that meaning "my precious planet" in french. callum smiled as he looked at the older boy.

"you like it.. right?" the younger boy questioned, his anxiety kicked in. the older boy smiled, "of course i do precious" he nodded as he leaned into kiss the boys forehead.

the two spent the evening talking and eating, watching the sunset as the danced barefoot on the grass.

kameron soon snapped back into reality and broke down even more, oh what he'd do to have his boy back.

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jrawrld yelled at me to post so i rushed this 💟. anyways i hope y'all enjoyed i'll always be here for y'all.

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