September 12th.
people will love you and support you when it's beneficial
I'ma forgive, I won't forget, but I'ma dead the issue
Soon as you out a niggas' lives is when they start to miss you
They see you doin' good now it's kinda hard to diss you...."Come on Nicki!" I thought to myself as Pills N Potions blasted through my ears. Damn it really has been three weeks since I woke up. I don't think I want to sleep ever again. I miss school even though Ian have a lot of friends, but it was better than being home with my drunk ass mother, I thought to myself. I said then was zoned out while looking out the window. All of a sudden, Jacari snatched one of my airpods out my ear.
"What the fuck?" I said as I got heated up.
"Ya shit to loud bruh, turn dat shit off. And my muva tryna talk to yo dumb ass." He said with a stand face.
"Curse one more time in my mf car, I don't tolerate that shit around me." She said as she looked at both of us through the rear view mirror. "Now, do I make myself clear?"
"Yes ma'am." Jacari and I said.
"Now, is y'all hungry?" She asked.
"Yeah, where we 'bout to eat at?"
"We going to Chick-fil-A, what y'all want?" Natalie asked."I want a spicy deluxe sandwich with some fries and Strawberry Lemonade." I said.
"I want the same thing but minus the pickles, shit nasty." Jacari said.
His mother looked back at him and popped his mouth. "What did I just said, you grown but you not too grown to the point you curse when I'm here." She said as she turns back the drives to Chick-fil-A.He covered his mouth while he looked surprised then I started to chuckle. A few minutes pass then Jacari gave me his phone.
"Aye take a picture fa me real quick." He said.
"Say please next time..." I said the a mug on my face.
I took the picture for him and showed him.
"I look good ainnaaa." He said to me, then I sized him and rolls my eyes.
An Hour Later.
"Woah.." We finally arrived at their house and it's this big ass house, I can't imagine living here, never would I thought I'd be staying here."Y'all live here?" I asked.
"Nawl we for the streets, of course we live here dummy." He said as he got out then I got out. He wrapped him arm around my neck as we walked in.
"Ion live here, I got my own crib. Bug this place should make you feel like home. Don't hesitate if you need anything." He said.
"Where I would be sleeping?" I asked while I look around the house than I put my hand on this handle before I was interrupted by someone.
"UM, that's my room. Your room is over there." This girl pointed towards the rooms across from hers. Her tone was harsh.
"Who are you?" I asked as I mugged my face.
"That's Jessica, my daughter. Don't mind her." Natalie said to me. "Well this is your room, we didn't unpack any of your stuff yet. Do you need help unpacking?" She asked me.
"No ma, I think she'll be fine on her own. You already got her living with us." She said as she caught an attitude.
"Look, I don't know why you acting like a bitch but trust and believe I don't deal with disrespect. I respect you and you respect me, I'm not gon' be in your way. So please don't try it." I said as I walked off and went inside of my room.
Neveah +1 V. Jessica -1
Jessica was left speechless then her mother walked inside of my room. "Oh and one thing, school starts tomorrow for you. You'll be attending school with Jessica." I rolled my eyes and smacked my teeth.
"Ma, what you mean she's coming to Rich Woods High? How she get accepted? This is bull." She said refraining herself from cursing.
"I transferred her there because she can't attend the school that she was supposed to, it too far from here. And you'll be riding with her too Neveah." She said adding in.
"So get enough rest so you can wake up early tomorrow morning." Natalie said as she closed the door.
I flopped on my bed and sighs. "I'd never thought life would turn out the why it did so quickly..." I said quietly to myself. I got up and put my suitcase on my bed to start unpacking. Then I heard a knock on the door. I got frustrated a bit the opens the door. "Wha-" Then appeared this tall fine ass male in-front of me, looking down at me.
"Oh my bad shawty, thought this was Jessica's room." He said in a deep raspy voice. I heard Jessica's name in his mouth then I rolled my eyes and shut the door in his face.
I continued to unpack then I come across a photo of my father and me on a keychain. I admire it for a quick second before shoving it in my pocket. After unpacking I got on my phone looking through some pictures of me.
Threw away your love letters
I thought it'd made me feel better
I finally got you out my bed
But I still can't get you out my head
OohI was sing Session 32 by Summer Walker to myself, while looking through the pictures. I ain't really have friends, the only friend I did have passed away a year ago from suicide. I regret not helping her out more to the point that's the last thing I wanted her to do. Tears filled my eyes as I was thinking of her. "I've been through hell these past years since my father died. Nothing good came out of it, maybe I was the one that needed to go" I said to myself. I remembered how happy I was both then, when things were normal. Now it's just been hell... And I always think I'll be fine but I'm not. I cried myself to sleep.
Tomorrow please be a better day...TO BE CONTINUED....