My Letter to You

Longing

I sit at my doorstep so as to not miss you when you arrive.

But I'm not so desperate to walk around town to find you.
No.

I shall be patient and wait here, ready to greet you and embrace you with all I've got.

Yes I'm scared, because I have yet to meet you.

I'm scared because the longer I wait, the more I encounter others who make me push my thoughts of you to a deeper corner and pull me away from my seat where I hope to see you.

I am scared, because I have longed for you for so long and the thought of delaying our meeting makes me restless.

But know that you are always on my mind.

A consistent bubble of anticipation resides in me to look for you wherever I go.

But I know I'll be too nervous and scared to approach you amongst the crowds.

So.
Come home soon, for I am eagerly waiting for you.

Sincerely,

One who longs for Death.