Double Duo

Chapter 4: A breakup? 😰

I didn't know what to think. So many thoughts were going through my head. Did he... did he... did he not want me anymore? Did he not want to move in anymore? Then I started to break down. I got on my knees and started to cry.

Then Wendy and Jae came home. Wendy pushed Tae away and took me to her room. I told her everything... and then I got lost in my mind. I thought that Tae would say something, but he didn't. He just looked at me and felt bad. I couldn't stop thinking about it. Was this from the pregnancy or is it just me?

The next thing that I remembered was a splash of water and then I woke up. I realized that I was daydreaming in my head and forgot about what was around me or where I was. Wendy said, "Girl, what's wrong? Did he do something, if he did, tell me, I'll..." Then I stopped her, I put my hand on her arm and said, "No. He didn't do or say anything and that's the problem. I thought that he would say more than "it's okay", but he didn't. I don't know if I am overeating or if it's the baby or just me."

Then there was silence, Wendy wrapped her arms around me and patted my back. I slowly started to feel better, but I couldn't help feeling like I was the problem. I asked her if I could stay with her for a while and move all my boxes to their spare room. Of course, she said yes, but I just couldn't help thinking why Tae didn't ask me again. Was he waiting for me?

A few weeks later and still no contact with Tae. No answer. No call. No text. NO NOTHING! I thought over and over about the situation, but I couldn't help and feel like this was all on me. But then, a thought got in my head. If he knew I wasn't okay and fell to the floor. Why didn't he help me or say something? Why didn't he contact me for the past weeks? Then it clicked, the only thought was that he wanted to break up, but didn't want to do it himself. I couldn't wrap my mind around, anything. I'm pregnant with HIS CHILD and he isn't here to help me at all.

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