🥀 Why Her 🥀

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ANGST 💀
Oikawa's POV
I was at my best friends wedding as his mate of honour about a two years ago Iwaizumi told me he got a girlfriend I was ofc happy for him but that same day I came home crying I couldn't believe my childhood best friend and my crush got a girlfriend. . .
I was stupid to think I had a chance . . . He's straight.
I watched as his future wife came down the aisle all I could think was
wish that was me . . .
Everyone clapped for her as she stood next to him
Makki and Matsun my close friends knew I had a crush and him for years so they looked at me anxiously
I just smiled the best I could but idk if it was believable enough because they just started at me

Me:I'm soo sorry idk what the priest says at weddings -! So forgive me if this is not accurate at all!💀😅

The priest spoke:
"Iwaizumi do you take Himiko  to be ur wife say I do"
"Yes I do" he said with a bright beautiful smile, I loved his smiles but he never real smiles so it's rare to see Him smile
"Himiko do you take iwaizumi to be ur husband say I do"
"I do" she said taking his hand and placing it on her check
At this point I was trying to hard to smile. . . I couldn't
I was just trying to fight the tears. Gladly he didn't look at me until the end so I had time to breathe
"Hey oikawa!" Iwaizumi said signalling for me to come over
I walk over to them acting as if I wasn't gonna have a mental breakdown 5 minutes ago
"Hi himiko" I said with a bright fake smile
"Hi iwa-chan" I waved at him still smiling if I stopped smiling I would have burst in tears
She whispered so,etching in his ear and then he chuckles
"Can I stop calling me 'Iwa-chan' my wife gets  jealous" he said kissing her cheek
"'Oh sorry" I said chuckling quietly as my voice cracked but no one noticed
It hurts . . .
So so much . . No one told me loving was this hard. .
She knew I loved him and she won she was his heart and I will always stay as his . .
'Best friend'
"Excuse me I have to go to the bathroom I'll be right back"I said quickly and I went to find the bathroom tears in my eyes
"Okay"he said I only heard it slightly as I was walking away
Makki and matsun came up to me
"Oikawa are you okay!" They said concerned about me
"Of course I am why would I be" I said while looking down
"Oikawa don't give us that fake I'm fine shit" makki said said as we walked away so iwaizumi wouldn't notice us
Tears flood out my face as makki and matsun help comfort me

'Best friend'"Excuse me I have to go to the bathroom I'll be right back"I said quickly and I went to find the bathroom tears in my eyes "Okay"he said I only heard it slightly as I was walking away Makki and matsun came up to me "Oikawa are you oka...

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"Why, why her, what does she have that I don't, what's so good about her in your eyes. . ." I sobbed
"Oikawa there's nothing wrong with you he's just a blind bish"matsun said giving me a tissue
"I loved him so much though" I said blowing my nose
'I know you did but he's not worth it for now you just have t accept it" makki said looking away
"Well we have  to go Oikawa bye text us when you go back home"they said walking off
As I walk past the corner I saw him . . .
Did he just listen to what I just said to makki and matsun?!. . .

DONEE ☺️
SO I AM GONNA FORM AN OIKAWA PROTECTION SQUAD WHOS IN!☺️🔪🔪
That hurt to write-
Sorry to hurt yall souls but I like drama and angst and iwaoi soo yuh ✨☕️💖
U can leave suggestions in the comments because my minds literally blank
and it takes me 10 years to think of one idea !

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