Loving Her

My life is messed up

Kennay POV
Life hasn't been the same , looking at phone isn't the same feeling anymore . Looking at your hands still hugging my waist from behind . I kind of miss that feeling . Life isn't the same . I felt like I lost two beloved people that I cared about . I really love Party . The times we would go out and he would get me drunk , and he used to get me way too drunk to fuck . I miss all of that , but I don't miss all his ho's and Tammy . Every relationship I've been in , it always ruins . First Ramel , now Party 😕. I constantly cry myself to sleep , I miss his slow kisses , his loving , and he actually cared about me and my family . Nobody has ever treated me like that .
* Flashback of Kennay's Childhood*
Kennay POV
When I was younger , I was abused at home and at school . They used to judge Legend & I because we were mixed . They used to pick on us because we were very light skin , with long hair and accents * they are from New Jersey * We moved to Atlanta when we were 8 or 9 . Then my dad used to throw candles , remote batteries , shoes and everything at us . My mom just let him do that , because she had no control over him . He was never sober 😪 came to school with bruises, and scars . I even attempt to kill myself . I used to hate my life . And for me experience this hate and all this drama towards really hurts me it was a daily thing . That's why I have trust issues with these boys 😒
* flash back over *
Party And Kennay Conversation
Party ; bae , please come back man , I'm not playing , it's been like a whole 3 weeks .
Kennay; No , you ain't no good , bringing yo other girl up in our business and she pregnant too 😒ring and all 💯
Party ; meet me at the house please man 😕 right now I'm not asking I'm telling you
Kennay ; 😒😒😒😒😒😒 I hate when he tries to boss me around .

Kennay POV
I feel so sick , I've been throwing up , craving hella food 😕 . I feel something going bad already . I went to the store and found various pregnancy test . I took them and realized...