Chapter 19 "My heart hurts than this bruise's on my past.."

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|| Deku pov ||

‘My eyes are hurting..’
As i said those words when my stuff is packed and already beside the door
My heart was bleeding..

Its throbbing so bad..
‘Why..? ’

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Im wearing a gray hoodie with dark blue ripped jeans
And red headphones and my red shoes

There was water..

‘Where was it coming from..?
Is the ceiling leaking, but its not rai-’

I wipedmy cheeks as a lot of it poured..
It was my eyes..
There were red pigment under my eyes..

‘Why am i crying?’

I hate it.. it hurts.. its hurts to cry when you dont want to..

It hurts.. my eyes is dry but my tears are overflowing..

‘i'm not okay.. i feel overwhelmed.. ’

As i wipe my tears i grapped my suitcase and just walk out of my room

There was no one out..

It was 4 in the morning and i started packing up at 12..

I haven't sleep yet

Ill sleep at the plane..

~~~at the airport and hes on the airplane btw🤗~~~

I was listening to music while i fell asleep
I hada weird dream..

“hey?”

“hello?”

“oh your awake! ”

“H-hawks?”

“hi izu

“mind telling me why?”

“why..?”

“you dont care about us huh? ”

“what..? ”

“i wish i could tell you that.. i dont want you to suffer and cry over us.. it hurts that ur hurting.. but..
.Your .pathetic. ”

“Hawks..?? ”

“your not hawks.. ”

“the keigo i know is n-nice.. ”

“do you even really know me? ”

“yes.. ”

Hawks eyes turned red

“h-haw—”

“NO!.. WHY!? JUST WHY!
WHY DID. YOU. LEAVE!.
ITS NOT FAIR! ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR IZUKU!.. I HATE IT! I REALLY FUCKING HATE ITT!!!! ”

“w-what..? ”

“i-i.. i just wanted to see you smile.. and love and and.. be comfortable with us..
Izuku why.. why.. why did u leave..? ”

“A-am.. am i doing this right..? ”

“ha-hawks.. ”

“is it becouse of her.. ”

“... ”

“No.. ”

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Get ur popcorns ready doods:)))))

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