no longer bound by ties

the morning after

Good morning my love I leaned over and kissed his lips as I layed my head on earls chest I realized it is what I missed most being loved and having his arms around me . I asked what time I fell asleep he looked shocked and began to tell me how I was yelling at the top of my lungs for him to keep fucking me and how good it was how I came over and over ,the people outside gathered around while his name was called over and over again I put my head down embarrassed remembering that I finished the bottle alone fuck I did things he did things but then reality hit and fast his phone rung it was his new girlfriend and he layed with me and talked to her I excused myself when the tears started to flow he motioned for me to come back but I hit the shower with him following me we made love more then we showered I got dressed as he and we headed out the door he promised to return later I nodded and faked a smile . He knew I was sad but earl continues to smile I got out of the car and headed into my appointment.