BTS boyxboy smut Ao3

F2 (Fate and free will) vminkook

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/users/geminiguk/pseuds/geminiguk
Author: geminiguk
Summary:
Jeongguk tends to get insecure. That's bound to happen in a polyamory relationship, of course. It's not that weird.
But it's not supposed to be this bad, is it?
Or,
Jeongguk doesn't know how to handle Jimin and Taehyung's new song Friends.
Russian translation by jernonel
Notes:
oops i did it again
if im fully honest im not completely satisfied with this and ill probably come back and edit the shit out of it but lmao yeah ignore that
the title and some scenes make no fucking sense lmao u can see where i backtracked and stuff so yeeee
this is the first time i have no fucking idea what to say in the notes tralalala
enjoy!

Work Text:
"—ah, can I try it again?" Jeongguk smiles sheepishly.

"Of course," their producer nods. "Try it a little lighter, maybe? It feels like too much if you sing it like that."

"Ah, got it," Jeongguk says, inching closer to the microphone. He tries again, this time earning a satisfied thumbs-up. They've been recording for almost an hour now; Jeongguk has always been insistent on ad-libs, to make the song better and better, and this time is no exception.

My Time is a song that's special, too, so he wants to make it even more jaw-dropping. It's his lyrics, his emotions converted into a song. Sleep Deez and he worked on this, and he's beyond satisfied with the result - it's just, it's him. It means more, because it isn't about a tacky love story or something similarly usual - it's Jeongguk's life up till now, reflecting the things he's experienced between the lines, curtly, giving their fans a sense of insight into his mind.

Two knocks on the door interrupt him in the middle of another idea. The door slides open, revealing Jimin in all his fluffy glory, wearing one of Jeongguk's oversized hoodies, messy hair poking out from beneath the hood.

"Hello, PD-nim, Jeonggukie." He waves, stepping into the studio. "Are you still not done?" He chuckles, quick to make his way to Jeongguk, hugging him from the back.

"No, I think we'll stop here," their producer says. "Good work today, Jeongguk."

Jeongguk sighs, a little disappointed. "Yeah, thank you. Good work," he nods.

"As for you, Jimin, we have three songs today. How's your throat?"

"It's better now, thank you." Jimin steps back as Jeongguk stands up from the chair, preparing to leave. He purses his lips, no longer wanting to be in the studio, because—well, you see.

"Oh, PD-nim, did Taehyungie leave a message for me again?" Jimin giggles.

Yeah. About that.

Jeongguk's eyes are glued to the floor as he walks over to the door. He bows a little one last time, saying goodbye to their producer and then he's out the door, ignoring Jimin's voice calling his name.

So, here's the thing.

Jeongguk has two boyfriends. Two loving, caring boyfriends, who he'd give up the world for. Jimin and Taehyung. It wasn't until a few years of his hyungs being a couple that Jeongguk joined the relationship, and, well. It wasn't easy, to say the least.

Things like this start with doubt. How can he fall in love with two people? Who are literally dating?

Yeah, those kind of things. He's sure it wasn't any easier for Taehyung or Jimin, having a boyfriend and catching feelings for someone else, but still. Jeongguk feels like things are a little more difficult in his case. He's not being selfish, and he's not asking for attention, either, it's just that - these two were a couple before him. They were fine before him. Even if he knows on his better days not to believe these sort of thoughts; he was the second choice, for both of them. Because Jimin had Taehyung first, and Taehyung had Jimin first. And while Jeongguk had Jimin and Taehyung first, they both had Jeongguk second.