The Way You Look At Me

Chapter 1 - The dream...

Ashleys POV~

I was siting at the beach of california. The warm sun kissing my skin and the wind playing with my hair. I saw the waves dancing on the sea. Next to me was Andy. He hold my hand and smiled at me as i turned my head to face him. His smile, omg it was so beautiful that my heart melted. I smiled back at him. Suddenly he leaned in so that his forehead was against mine. We closed our eyes and i could feel his warm breath on my face.

"Ash?" He said wih the most beautiful voice i've ever known.

"Yes Andy?" I whispered back.

"You know that i love you with all the power of my heart, right?" I swear my heart skipped a beat as his words hit my mind.

"I know that my dear. And i hope that you know that i feel the same for you too. I would have died without you. You are my saviour, my heart and soul, you are everything i have and sometimes...Sometimes i ask myself how i deserved an human as beautiful as you are. You don't know how happy you make me everyday. Just the smile of you light up my whole world" i smiled at the last words.

He leaned in and kissed me as response. I kissed back and felt his warm soft lips against mine. God how i loved this moment.

Just him, me and the beach. Nothing and no one brothering us. The kiss went deeper. But not in the sexual way, more like...love. I literally could feel how his love for me went through  his lips right in my heart. It felt like we would be the only persons on this planet. I never was this happy before.

He pulled away and said

"Ashy? I never wanna lose you. If i would lose you...i would die. Because my heart can't even live one day without your love. My world would die if you would leave because you are my world ashy. I love you so much"

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I woke up as CC screamed in my ear

"ASHLEY FUCKING PURDY, GET THE FUCK UP AND WATCH SPONGEBOB WITH ME!!"

I flipped over and closed my curtain, which CC probably opened before.

"Just give me 5 minutes CC and I will be right there" i said as i  turned back to my position i had before.

"YAAAY YOU ARE THE BEST" he screamed and ran into the living room.

God how could have this kid so much power? I looked at my clock to see what time it is. It was 11am. Time to get up. I closed my eyes again to remember the dream.

It wasn't my first dream i had about Andy but it was definitely the most beautiful one. The kiss and his hand on mine...everything felt so true, so real. I don't know how long i could live with this anymore. I mean...i am in love with my best friend. With the one who i am on tour right now. The one who is having a girlfriend and who is as straight as possible.

Andy...

I took a deep breath and opened my eyes again. I opened my curtain to see if Andy was awake. He had the bunk right next to mine. I could see his skinny body lying there and his breathing was slowly and deep. He was still asleep.

I chukeld a bit of the thought how someone can be still asleep after CC screamed like he would die every minute. I streched myself and got out of my bed. I threw some clothes on my almost naked body. Because i love to sleep only in boxers. I dressed myself in some black skinny jeans and a Hello Titty shirt, (Yes Hello titty), and walked out of the bunk area right in the living room. Before leaving i looked one last time at my love and left. My thoughts were just about the dream i had.

Will there be a time when it become true? Will Andy ever love me back? Will i ever have the courage to tell him what i am feeling? Or will this all stay a dream?

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Hey guys! :D so this is my 1st Chapter of my 1st Fan-Fiction. ^-^ sorry that it is this short but i thought it would be enough for the 1st chapter. Later i'll do longer ones. Tell me your opinions :D what do you think about this? Should i keep writing it?

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Yours Purdygirl0207