crush imagines

rainy days

today hadn't been such a good day. i've recently been going through a depressive episode and the last few days have been rough. i was sitting in class attempting to try and focus but my mind could just not deal with everything going on in my life right now.

i gave up trying to listen and just began to stare out the window. it was raining outside. i loved to listen to the rain it was so peaceful and calming. i would have preferred to watch the rain in the comfort of my own home but i took what i could get.

finally the bell rang, indicating it was the end of the school day, meaning i could leave. i began to walk to the parking lot. my mom wasn't there yet so i walked to one of the chairs that was sheltered from the rain. i pulled out my phone and realized that my mom had sent a text saying that she would be late due to work. i was slightly irritated, but this happened a lot so i was used to it by now.

i moved the chair back as the rain began to pour. i leaned back as just began to think about everything that's been going on in my life. i was pulled from my daze by a chair pulling up next to me. i turned to my left to see C/N sitting there with a slight smile on his face. i didn't know him that well but we were close enough for me to call him my friend.  "hi", i said with a smile. "hi Y/N" he replied back.

"so what you been up to lately?", he asked. "ugh nothing interesting. life kinda sucks.", i said nonchalantly. "don't say that. try to focus on the positives.", he replied enthusiastically. i just smiled.  this poor sweet boy. he was utterly clueless to the downsides  of life. i was jealous. i wish i could live my life that carefree. "unfortunately, it's not that simple.", i said with a dry smile.

C/N's POV

she was fascinating. i was dying to know what was going on in that complex mind of hers, but she was very careful with her words, never sharing to much about herself. i looked into her deep Y/E/C eyes in awe. she had unusual features which were very intriguing. she had the most beautiful smile, it could warm anyone's heart.

i think by now she'd noticed i was starting, but she didn't break eye contact. it's almost like we had this silent bond forming. it was nice.

Y/N's POV

eventually we looked away and i began to scroll through my phone. i was thinking to myself how much i actually like the rain. i stood up from my chair and and stood on the pavement, just letting the heaving rain fall on my face. C/N noticed and said "what the hell are you doing" i smiled and replied, "standing. it's quite relaxing you should try it." he got up and walked over to me. i was now drenched head to toe. "you're quite strange" he said with a smirk, "i like it", he continued and to that i just laughed. he stood in front of me and grabbed my forearms and just looked at me. his gaze was captivating. without realizing what i was doing i placed my arms around his neck and his fell around my waist. "this is so incredibly cliche", i stated and looked up at him. "shut up and let it happen", he responded. and with that he placed his lips on to mine. my hands grabbed the back of his head pulling him closer as i happily kissed back. he held my face as he deepened the kiss. we eventually had to pull away in order to catch our breaths. "i've been wanting to do that for while now.", he said with a goofy smile. this made me blush. "dance with me." i said pulling him close once again. "look who's being cliche now." he sated sarcastically. "shut up and let it happen." i said repeating his words from earlier and reconnecting our lips. it was cheesy but perfect.