His Savior: a Gaege Gibson Fanfiction

🖤Suffering🖤

Part Written By: rapakella05

Gaeges POV:

The boys and I ended another video. "Looks good Boys! see you in a couple days." Mully said without a problem. We agreed and I pulled off my headset. A sigh of relief was released out of my body. I don't know how much longer I can keep this fake face on. I act like I'm totally okay and happy but really I feel so alone. So...empty. Like never before. I feel unloveable and so so weak.

I look at the clock and see it is 9:00. Welp it's late enough to drink. I walk to my kitchen and grab the bourbon from counter, pouring myself a cup. I sip and get lost in my thoughts. Why do I even do this. Why do I make a fool of myself? None of the people really even care for me. All they want is a video without the so called juicyfruitsnacks.

I heard a notification go off on my phone and see that Mully posted the video already. Great. I pull my phone closer to my face and set down my glass. I scroll down to the comments and immediately see the hate comments start to flood in. "Really. What's with this guy! Juicy just needs to die already!" And "eww why him again." etc. I sigh and glance at my cup of bourbon. I chug it and glance back at the big gallon of the drink and take off the top. I look in front of me and chug. Chug and chug. Drinking away my problems.

I don't wanna feel like this anymore. I don't want to live another day with this pain. I'm done. Nobody wants me here! I don't even want me here! I'm doing the world a favor. I'm going to end this once and for all.

Alexandra's POV.

I finish up with my last patient of the night and head home. It was long and hard. The client was depressed and had been cutting. I had to show them their worth and importance. And it worked! They felt better but I would be checking up on them often. If you haven't caught up on my job, I am a therapist. I try to show people how their life is valued and much more.

"Bye everyone!" I said as I left the office. "Goodbye Alex!" They said.  As I walk out into the darkness. I unlock my car and get in. I turn the keys and drive. The Florida sky was always something to admire at night. It was so comforting. I look at my window to look at the water at the upcoming bridge.

I turn and see a man looking at the water. Then he stepped up onto the ledge. I immediately slam my breaks and pull over. I jump out of the car and run to the man. He had one foot hovering over the bridge. I jump and pull him back into the street. I fell to the ground as well as the brown haired man.

He made a loud sigh and got up. I got back to my feet and look back at the suicidal man. "Why did you do that. Can't you see I want to die." He said bluntly. "You know dying isn't the only answer to solve your problems." I said Holding my arm that was sore. "Please you have no idea of my problems! My identity!" He yelled. "Actually i know more than you think!" I say looking at him. "Sure you do." He said, turning back at the bridge. "Yes I do. I'm a therapist. And I have my own past thank you." I said. I walk to the man who reeked like the smell of alcohol. "Sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you. I have a lot on my mind." He said looking at his feet. "I'm Alexandra." I said holding out my hand. "I'm Gaege." He said shaking my hand. "Can I ask why you felt the need to kill yourself? I'd like to help you." I said compassionately. "I don't want to talk about it. I don't mean to keep you up." He said turning away. "The only thing keeping me up at night would be the thought of you killing yourself." He turned back and looked at me confused. "Why do you care?" Gaege said without breaking eye contact. "Because. I have a history of people in my life that had the same issue as you. If I don't help you I won't forgive myself." He looked at me up and down and nodded. "Fine. But can we go inside. I don't want the universe to hear my problems." He walked closer to me. "Do you have a car?" I said looking at him. "I walked. And can we keep this between us." He said looking at me with scared eyes. I smile weekly and nod. We walk to my car and buckle in. I was going to save this mans life.

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