Harrys POV
I sat on the chair in our room and watched Ellie sleep, she is so beautiful and I hurt her so bad. While she was at Liams I sat and cried for hours, I love her so much and I never wanted to hurt her but my temper is horrible. I get the fact if when she wakes up she takes her things and leave, I hope she won't though she means the world to me. I look up and see her waking up a bit, she makes such a cute moan before she wakes up and that's one of the many things I love about her. I walk over and lay in the bed facing her, she opens her eyes and immediatly tears fall down her cheeks. I take my thumb and wipe them away, I hate to see her cry, I pick her up and sit her in my chest and let her cry. I decided to sing to her:
Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots
With the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me
I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes when you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do, it's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things
You can't go to bed,
Without a cup of tea,
And maybe that's the reason
That you talk, in your sleep
And all those conversations
Are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me
I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape
You never want to know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But,
You're perfect to me
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true,
It's you,
It's you,
They add up to
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things
You'll never love yourself
Half as much as I love you
You'll never treat yourself right, darlin'
But I want you to,
If I let you know, I'm here for you,
Maybe you'll love yourself,
Like I love you
Oh
And I've just let these little things
Slip, out of my mouth,
'Cause it's you, oh it's you,
It's you,
They add up to
And I'm in love with you,
And all these little things,
I won't let these little things
Slip, out of my mouth,
But if it's true,
It's you, it's you,
They add up to,
I'm in love with you,
And all your little things
She sat up and looks into my eyes, the guilt made my heart sink and I wanted to cry right now but I didn't.
"Harry, I love you so much and today you really scared me. Please for me don't ever do that again." She says to me. Tears started rolling down my cheeks and she looked up at me and kissed my nose.
"I feel horrible, well you were gone I just cried and cried and I love you and I have only wanted to make you scream in pleasure never pain. I love you forever and always." I tell her getting up and walking to the a drawer and taking out a small box.
"Here, I was going to give you this at a different time but I feel like now is a good time." I say handing her a small box. She opens it revealing a silver ring that had the infinity symbol with diamonds in it, engraved in the inside was words that says To the love of my life -Harry
She gasped and hugged my tightly putting it on her ring finger and kissing me passionatly.
"We should celebrate tonight, i'm thinking you could make love to me." She whispers seductivly in my ear sending shiver down my spine. She goes to get off the bed but I grab her waist and pull her back on the bed climbing on top of her without putting weight on her and kissed her lips down her jawline and onto her neck making sure I don't touch the bruises on her neck.
"Not now." She moans really wanting more. I kiss her once more and roll over thinking about what today brought
NO ITS NOT OVER dont worry it just begun ;)
