A Cry That Won't Stop [Part 1]

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-Its been along while since I've updated and someone asked me to to a P.O.V. from Louis so this chapter will mostly be from Louis and it will help to sort out some of your confusion, at least I hope so. ;) And 1,000 reads?? Thank you so much and ENJOY!-

*Louis' P.O.V.*

Alot has happen to get us to where we are now. Although, its honestly a big blur for me. It all happen abit faster than I could handle. But I don't regret it. It made me realize who I am, who he is...who we are. Yes, I'm gone. And what we're doing now, is horrible yes, but without it I would have never had this thought run through my mind.

I love him...

I love Harry freakin Styles!

There. I finally said it. Cheers!! I can already hear your screams. I just can't believe it took all this to admit it, though. I think I've always known, I just didn't want it to be true. I was scared. I was scared shitless, actually. I mean, you think it's bad when you're openly gay in high school? Imagine out in public! Then everyone knows. Now, I'm not saying that it's not tough for those kids in high school. I'm just saying that it's ten times worse for me.

Sorry, I should probably back track abit. Back to the night that caught us in our lie. Or wait, further back then that. The night we all got drunk....

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"H-Hand me anotherrrr." Harry slurred. He's totally drunk. I can tell.

"One more for Harry-boy!" Zayn yelled to Niall. Niall grinned, widely.

"Well, look at our light drinker gettin' some." Niall poured another shot, spilling alittle over the edge.

Harry snorted. "Niall, I am noooo light drinker." He sits up abit on the couch and sways.

I laugh. "You're a light drinker compared to Niall."

We all start to laugh alittle bit, uncontrollably. It was true. Niall could down alot more than the rest of us and then sober up if he had to. It sometimes amazed us how much he could drink.

Zayn hands Harry another shot and he takes it down in one big gulp. I see him wince. Probably from the burning sensation.

"WooHoo! I think I've had alittle to much." Liam says, out loud, suddenly. "I think I'm off to bed." We all say our goodnights to Liam and not long after I stagger up. I think I've had enough and some snuggle time with Harry sounds really nice right about now.

"I think...I think I should go to bed too." I sway abit, but I recapture my balance. "Hazza? Come with me?" I smile a huge grin and Harry just smiles back like an idiot.

"Sure, love." He says, as he stands up and sways abit himself.

As me and Harry stummble down the hallway, Zayn comments, "Ooo, Harry, Get some!"

"Whoop Whoop!" Niall says, afterwards. I laugh while Harry glares at them both and slowly staggers to the room with me. As soon as we get there, he strips down to his boxers and jumps in bed.

"H-Harry?" I ask, with a huge smirk on my lips.

"Hmm?" He lifts his head off the bed to look at me.

"U-um, do you, like, wanna cuddle with m-me?" I studder out.

He smiles, widely. He then lays on his side and reaches his arms out for me. I smile back and stumble to the bed untill I feel it hit my shins. Then I crawl into the space in his arms and snuggle into him.

"Y-you know, I-I am so sorry about e-everything that's happened." I whisper.

"Lou, it's totally my fault all this has happened. If I had put a hand over Niall's mouth, those two girls would have never found out and we would be fine. Or at least, sorting out the problem on our own."

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