Don't Come Yet

1

Present

As soon as I enter my room , I feel lonely. The decision to move out had been difficult but I needed some time alone for myself. I needed to stay a little away from my parents. I hated that they were always coddling me , treating me like a baby.

I look around and sigh in annoyance. Dad has insisted to buy me an apartment as a gift and I accepted it but now I regretted it . The apartment was massive , too huge for me . I wanted to stay in a little and cute house. Everything looked expensive and I was always on edge due to the fear that I would break something. It was located on the 21st floor of the tower which was owned by my Dad.

I hang my coat and start undressing . I quickly unbuckle my bra and get into the hot water . I moan when my muscles loosen . The only thing I loved about this house was the bathroom. The bathtub was situated near the window giving me a spectacular view of the sky.

I wrap a towel around myself and get up once the water gets cold. There's a feeling of dread within me that I can't get rid of no matter how hard I try. It's been two years since they all left. Two years , since Lucas ,my bully finally left, leaving me in peace . But he is coming back or maybe he is already back.

My brother Tim , posted a status two hours ago and I had been anxious ever since. I hope they all forgot about me. When Lucas was my childhood crush , I wanted him to notice me. He was always at our house but never once did he pay any attention to me .

Suddenly , a few years later . He started bullying me . Whenever I told Tim , he shook it off as teasing . I didn't hate his bantering that much until his friends started to join in and that would get amusing for Lucas .

He made my high school life an absolute nightmare.

I have decided not to let him walk all over me again. I'm not the same, naive little vulnerable kitten anymore. If Lucas decides to fuck with me , I will make sure to give him a nice fight.

I shake his thoughts away but whatever I do , my mind returns to him. In some minutes, I find myself googling him and finding his Instagram account and I'm shocked . He doesn't not look the same. If I thought he was hot then , I don't know what to call him now because he looks extremely fucking delicious.

I scroll through his pictures for a while , watching and zooming in to the shirtless pictures. I stare at his abs and look at my own stomach. I don't have abs but my stomach is almost flat. I've never felt insecure about my body before . I was always confident . I had admirers until Lucas started bullying me .

I close his page and lie down on my bed. I glance down at my silk sheets feeling annoyed yet again at my parents. A part of me wants to call my brother and casually ask him about Lucas .

Before I know what I'm doing, I dial my brother's phone . After a few rings ,he picks up but it's not his voice who speaks.

" Tim?" I say as I hear laughs around him.

" Tim is a bit occupied right now " I hear and I instantly recognize his voice. Goosebumps rise on my hands and my nipples harden against my silk robe. I scold myself inwardly .

" Oh okay. Please tell him to call me back !" I say and cringe when my voice comes out  squeaky.

" I sure will kitten " he says and I press my thighs together.

What the fuck is happening to me !!!

I quickly cut the call and lie back down. Embarrassment flooding inside me. I scream into my pillow for a good minute and then calm down.

When I said I had a little crush , that meant that the crush lasted until after he left for California. I didn't think I would get this reaction by just listening to his voice.

His voice

I shut my eyes and quickly go to sleep before I lose my shit completely.

...

I wake up to find two missed calls from Tim. I quickly call him back.

" Hey sis ! I want a little favour from you" he says and I frown.

" Lucas , Miles , Jonas and Daren are going to stay in our tower for a while. Can you please show them their apartment? I already spoke to Mr Christ so he'll give you the keys."

"What?" I screech as I'm gripped by panic

" Yes? Is something wrong? "

" Um, No , I'll do it !"

" Yeah , they'll arrive there in an hour or two "

I calm myself down by saying that they won't remember me. Even if they do , I don't think they're immature enough to bother me again.

I quickly get ready and prepare myself to meet them.