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fear..right in front of me.. part 9

Tw! sensitive theme..if ur not comfortable with blood,cuts or knives please skip this part

i went to office and.....

there he was...the fear of my life standing right in front of me...

my

dad
"long time no see right?"

i wish that i could wipe that smirk off his face..
i was just standing there not knowing what to do...
"we have some things to do so you will need to come with me sweetheart"he said
before i could do anything his men grabbed me and pulled me with them..
when i came out of office i saw my stepbrothers..

they were looking at me suspicious..i couldn't look at their eyes..i dont want them to know anything...

i dont want them to know i can be weak..

i dont want to be weak..

i cant be...not anymore

after all he did to us..my love for him is gone..when i look at him i feel

nothing

an empty dark hole in my heart..i tried to avoid his dark scary eyes but something in them seems so..

interesting

we came to his mansion
"so shall we begin?"he asked with his deep voice

i know exactly what is gonna happen but I need to be strong..

his men lifted me up and putted me on their "famous" chair

this chair is for betrayers who ows him something

"so i heard about your new family and something is telling me that this isnt just a normal family.."

I dont know exactly what does that mean..

i just sat there looking at the white wall with blank expression and my mouth were shouted..

"hmm i guess you dont know YET"he smirked
"
dont ruin the surprise you will know soon enough,but i wont let you go with barely hands,at least something..i havent seen you in years right?"

i still didnt look at him..
"guys you know exactly what to do.."bit dont be obvious "and with that he left

the guard took his knife..

and you know what happend next..

my wrists,
my arms,
my legs
and my hips..
they had some cuts..some of them were deep,the others were light..

"now you can go"

i could wait for him to said that..i tried stand up but failed.i tried again and again and soon i got it..i pulled my sleeves trought my arm and wrist so they cant see the cuts and walked home..

it was already dark,foggy the cold air was hitting my face and it was a really nice feeling...

i came home..
nobody is here..i have a really good luck today..
the guards let me inside it was quieter than usal,it was..nice

i went to my room and throw myself on the bed..i texted mom and she said that they went on a dinner just the two of them and the boys...

oh so she hooked up with them and left me..it's nothing new..everyone left me im everyones second choice..

i went straight to sleep...

i felt something bright hitting my face..i opened my eyes and saw a sunrise (HOBIIII lmao;))
it was beautiful..finally something bright in my life..i got up did my morning rutine and went down.. and of course i didn't forget to wear hoodie