Outbreak

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

Life went on with me being like this. About 4 months past and me and Joe began to get closer but i was still depressed and goth. I remembered when my nana was alive she told me to always move along through life and never let drugs get the better of you.

Then i knew what i had to do. I walked out of my room to my mom in the kitchen. I told her what ive been doing. I told her everything. I told her about my pain and depression. She looked at me and then broke down on the floor in tears crying.

The next day we woke up early. She wouldnt tell me where we were going. But when we got there we walked into a therapy joint called Doctor Harvey's Therapy. We walked up to the front desk. The girl gave me the dirtiest look in dirty look history. I was the one to give people the dirtiest look and this girl beat me right off the throne. "Doctor Harvey will see you in a minute." she said. She gave me a wrinkly smile that basically said i dont like you so i gave her one in return.

About 20 minutes later we were called to see Dr. Harvey. We walked into his office. Young man. Surprising to be therapist. "So whats going on." "Well tell the man." said my mother. I told him what had happened previously to my dad and what happened in school and why i started to do drugs.

He told me a whole bunch of stuff about highschool drama and how it should never be made a joke because some girls have killed themselves. And all of the things that lef them to doing suicide is close to what happened to me. I then felt a cold shiver in my neck and back. And i swallowed a bit of spit wanting to cry and gag at the same time awkwardly.

After the session i learned alot about myself. I learned about that all my life ive been letting my emotions get through me. I learned that everyone has the decision on whether or not they want ot feel mad, or sad, or what not, i always knew that technically but i didnt know that i as being Emma Dickens the girl who went from lame to cool to insane in a therapists office would be able to make those choices. So from here on out i told myself that i will become a powerful young women. Life is no joke when it comes to drama and bullying and toying with the emotions of others. You never know what kind of people your talking to. Whether their strong or whether their not.

So i now have learned alot about highschool. Maybe someday everyone will realize what they've been doing to the lives of others.