Love Letters

Dear Timothy (Part 1)

Dear Timothy,
I keep thinking about you.
Day and Night.
Your on my mind..
You THINK I think of you just as a "Friend" but I will tell you.. That sentence alone is hard to even say.

You are Godly.
Honestly laid my eyes on you.
since Day one.
The more.. i get to know you.. i feel.. the more I fall in love with you.
When im around you.. i feel comfort over me. like I feel safe.. and not lonely. Their is times.. i feel warmth as well.. Their is multiple reasons why I like you Timothy. You match my expectations. the only thing is.. i don't know if you feel the same way as me...
I pray that you do.. I cried out to the Lord at one time.. Just praying you will feel the same way and make the first move. i want you in my life.. not as friends tho.. But more then that..

I also enjoy your company.. whether in silence or we say something. i don't mind being silent with you.. i simply just enjoy being around you. we can sit in silence for hours at a time.. but that will not change my mind. You match my expectations.. if you ever wonder.. have you won me over.. ill tell you.. you already have.. You didn't need to do anything to TRY and win me.. You just being yourself.. Have already won me.

Their is alot of things I wanna say.. If this is true love.. its slowly drifting our way. True love takes time.. Slow.. Lets take it Slow.. especially if this is True love.. 💝💞

I wake up and lie awake in the morning.. Can't get your name out of my head. Thinking if you feel the same? or will we just remain friends? idk..
I get sleepless mornings,
You on my mind,
you on my heart,
I pray to God then I cry all my emotions out.
I want you to feel the same...
I wish you felt the same..
I hope you feel the same.. How i feel about you, You feel about me.
Trying to be patient,
All i want is to express everything to you, How I feel about you.. especially when im around you.

You get me.
I get you.
you understand me.
I understand you.
Please can we be more than just friends?
I want you to be my Boy Friend..
idk.. if you feel the same way as me.
I just want too know.
I just want to express so much too you. Honestly want you to make the First Move. Are you into me? That I do not know.. I am hoping tho..
Their is something different I feel about you. I never been like this before.. A special spark.. of Fire.. 
Their is something different about you.. i never woke up around 4am a couple times before.. Ive been thinking about you and praying to God that I may have you. If you like me.. i hope you will tell me.. so I can express everything I feel towards you. Their is times i cry because.. i really feel something happening between us.. idk if you feel the same way tho?? I wish and I hope! because I think.. ive been falling IN love with you 😭❤😊😳